Her's (Roxanne Wolf X Reader)

Chapter Fourteen

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Y/n woke with a pounding headache. All she could remember is bothering Roxanne with something. And then Roxanne having to lead her back to her room.
Y/n groaned and pulled the covers over her head over hearing kids loud screams and giggles from the daycare down the hallway below. Y/n grabbed her phone off the night stand, pulling it under the blankets having it bright up the darkness slightly. She watched as a message popped up on her screen.
A message from her long ago ex. His name was Adam. She hesitantly opened the chat log, seeing a large text. "Fuck I'm not reading all of that. " but she fell to the guiltyness and read anyway.
"Y/n I want you back. Please. Life has been so rough for me. And I want you back. I promise I wont do those things to you anymore. I promise, Ive changed, but please just let me have you back, " y/n read part of it, rolling her eyes as she sat up, ignoring the rest of the message and closing the chat.
Y/n yawned and got up, taking off her clothes from the night before. She put on something else and sat down on the cold floor, grabbing her pill bottle off the stand. She took a few in her palm, placing the bottle back in it's spot. She popped them into her mouth and grabbed the water bottle from her nightstand. She swallowed them and then made the decision to leave the room.
Y/n walked back to the atrium, finding herself sitting at a empty table near the stage. Nothing was really going on except for the singing of happy birthday from nearby tables and the childrens excitement as they ran attraction to attraction.
Y/n looked up, over hearing the over speaker, "ladies and gentlemen, please put your hands together-" y/n blocked out the rest as she looked up at the stage, watching them rise up on stage, instruments in hand.
In a familiar blast of music, she watched mesmerized as Roxanne twirled her cord before pushing it into the side of her keytar to amplify her sound. Y/n set her face in her hands as she turned her body to see the performance.
Y/n's head continued to pound, but she pushed the feeling down, just like her crush on Roxanne.
Y/n made eye contact with the machine, Roxy winking before continuing the performance.
After a good hour of an amazing performance, y/n decided to not bother with anything else. She was on her way to walk back to the daycare before she felt a heavy hand set on her shoulder. She turned around watching as Roxy's green painted nails fall back to her side. Roxy grabbed the girls arm pulling her to the nearest single person bathroom.
Roxy leaned down close to the girl. "I need to talk to you. " she whispered, her golden eyes illuminating any darkness. "Well I figured since you seem really urgent?" Y/n set her phone on the edge of the sink face up.
"Yesterday you came to me and said you liked me.But I noticed you were drunk so I didn't say much. And you also kissed me.." Y/n's face burned with heat, trying to find a cover up fearing the worst of her heart getting broken.
"I'm so sorry Roxanne I don't know what my mind was thinking, thats really not the case" she lied through her teeth as she watched the Wolf's ears almost pin a little down. Y/n's phone lit bright up, Adam's message appearing, "y/n, please, I love you. "
Roxy felt her heart shatter. She really wanted to cry. She wanted to just hide away. "Oh." Roxanne muttered before leaving. She felt anger boil in her, as she truged her way to her Raceway.
"I'm such a fucking idiot." She thought to herself as she continued to picture the message on y/n's phone.
Y/n quickly opened the message, saying something back finally, "leave me alone Adam. Your not cool at all , I'm not risking that. I don't love you. " she sent the message before feeling her own heart sink into her stomach.
Roxanne looked so sad when she lied. Did she like her back? Was she that idiotic that she didn't realize her wanted love was right in front of her but she may have just ruined everything by lying?
Y/n cussed at herself out loud before barging out of the bathroom, angry with herself. And on top of her lies, roxanne probably feels led on and extremely lied to because of fucking Adam!
Y/n stormed off back to the daycare pissed at herself. she was gonna wait till after time but that was gonna be hours.
Roxanne on the other hand. She took every race she participated in and took out all her anger on that. She won every one. Even upsetting some kids and birthdays boys and girls. She hardly paid any attention to helping kids getting out of the karts leaving some of them struggling and having to yell for help from Roxy.
To avoid anymore anger and upset kids and locked herself in one of the garages, sitting on the ground and grabbing a wrench to mess around with fixing one of the karts.
With constant fails she gave up, throwing the wrench against the wall as hard as she could possibly muster, making a mark in the paint.
Nearing the end of the day, Roxanne tried to keep herself put together as best as she could as she sat in her green room, giving kids and teens, autographs, occasionally adults.
Roxanne took a sigh of relief as parents and kids slowly filtered out, realizing the time of closing. Roxy locked her door and closed her big curtains before letting herself humanize and burst into a fit of tears.
It felt more like angry tears. She wanted y/n all for her own but she couldn't. And it made her extremely angry. She really and truly wanted her. Roxanne began to destroy her room as she cried. She pulled her star mirror off the wall, watching as it fell to the ground crashing and broken glass breaking, going everywhere.
"I fucking love y/n, why the hell did you do this to me! I love you so much please!"

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