I sat in my car, trying to calm my nerves, and collect my feelings which were all over the place today. I have been excited like a fucking pup since yesterday. So excited that I would meet her after nine months, one week and two days later. I'm not only excited but I'm freaking nervous. I never had to do this for anyone. I never had to make so much effort for any woman. Just one intense gaze, and a panty dropping smile, some flirty chat and I could have them in bed. So this was my first time.
But Loviana is different. None of these seem to affect her. Even if it did affect her, she was too good of a player in hiding it. She hid it so well that it almost made me believe that she wasn't really affected by me until I finger-fucked her in the alley that evening. God, I could still feel her pussy clenching around my finger. Soft. Warm. And she tasted so sweet. I am afraid it might turn into a new addiction to me.
God, I had wet dreams almost every night. I couldn't even sleep around because some how even Briana didn't satisfy me anymore. I had to do something about it. It was so torturing to wake up almost every morning with a hard on. And how can go to work with a fucking hard on. So I had jerk off imagining her in shower every now and then.
On contrary, she affected me like no other woman. And worst part was she didn't even try. She didn't even know. But I knew that I had already fallen deep into this. That she had me under her clutches and she is not even aware of it.
I sighed as I glanced at my reflection in the rear view mirror one last time.
Its okay. You are handsome enough. She will like you.
I nodded to myself and clicked the car door open, stepping out. I pushed the door to the cafe open. A waitress immediately approached me. She was taller than Lovi, her hair blonde, which was pulled into a ponytail and few strands falling over her face. She wore a white shirt with a grey mini skirt, which if she bends would give a good view of her ass. She looked hot but too bad, I had someone else on my mind.
"Are you alone?" She squeaked.
Uh! Her voice. But did I hear her right? Why would she ask me that?
My face scrunched up at her voice but I masked it before she could notice. Too squeaky of a voice. Not as soothing as Lovi's.
She placed her hand on my bicep and gave a little squeeze. I tried to shrug her hand away in a polite manner when she spoke again. "What I mean is... You want a table for one or two or....?"
"A table for two please." I stated shifting away from her.
She let out a huff before she showed me a table in the corner. I settled in the seat when she appeared again. Practically eye-fucking me. I fished out my phone from my pocket and started scrolling through some mails to avoid giving her any attention. But she was freaking persistent. "Would you like to order?" She squeaked again. I swear it was similar to the sound of metal chair squeaking against the floor.
"No. I would like to wait." I declined.
She rolled her eye before, she turned to leave.
I waited for some good half an hour, constantly glancing out of the window every once in a while to see if Lovi has arrived. And finally she did. A cab pulled over and she climbed off the cab paying the driver. She rushed to cafe and stood beside the door, infront of the big glass window and glanced at herself one last time before she reached for the door. I didn't take my eyes off her since she climbed off the cab but once she entered the cafe, I on an instinct turned my gaze to my phone like a fucking idiot and kept scrolling through.
What are you doing?
If you keep doing this, you will lose her again. If you want her, be fucking brave and pursue her.

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