REISS

33. The Want

Damien's POV

I have been playing a really small yet difficult game. A game with Loviana, which even she isn't aware of. The game of temptations. I have been trying to tempt her enough for her to beg me to fuck her. But without even touching her, unless necessary. I have to say I was a bit hurt when she pushed me away in that alley where I finger-fucked her, all because she got offend when I called her a whore. I know she has some traumatic past, something related to her ex. Something really scarring but she should have trusted me. She should have trusted that I would never harm her in any way like she was harmed. But she didn't. So this game became a lame yet effective way to get back at her.

But I have to say, she is a bit challenging. Tempting her is so freaking difficult. The moment I saw her in the altar, in that mermaid wedding dress, showing off her exquisite curves, I freaking lost it. She looked smoking hot. I would consider myself really lucky man if she accepts me as her love and husband. Not to mention she looked like an angel in that white gown, so pure, so innocent, so divine. I wish all of this was true. I wish I could just man up and tell her how much she means to me, instead of playing this stupid game and pretending to be husband and wife. But neither the time is right nor is she ready for this. I'm pretty sure she still needs to open up to me. She still needs to let me into her world. She needs to trust me more.

This stupid game that I am playing, going around shirtless, touching her softly and sensually trying to tempt her, all of this seem to be working. I could see how her gaze turns darker every single time I walk in shirtless. I can see how he shivers under my touch, I can see how she fluster when I catch her checking me out. She is adorable.

I turned on the knob and let the cold water pour on my skin, soothing my back after the intense workout session that I had. I stayed still in the shower for sometime, enjoying the cold water caressing my skin. I closed my eyes relaxing in the shower when I heard the door of my gym bathroom squeak. I knew it was Loviana. I mean who else is there in my house to come check on me. But I still confirmed by tilting my head to the side and peeking at her through the corner of my eyes. I expected her to retreat to her room immediately but she was actually checking me out. Also when I was completely naked.

Why not put on a good show for her then?

I slowly turned around and sensually ran a hand through my hair and turned my back to the shower. She gazed at me through her dark eyes for a few good minutes after which she darted away. I think I knew what she was upto. I washed my body and once I was done I wrapped a towel around my lower half and walked straight to her room. I just hope everything I was working so hard for comes to fruition.

I lifted my hand to knock on her door when I heard her moaning. Wait. Did she just moan my name?

Fuck. That was so hot.

I slowly pushed the door open to be met with the sight of Loviana on the bed, naked with her legs spread, fucking herself with her fingers and a toy lying next to her. She was too lost in chasing her orgasm that she didn't notice me peeking through the door. I have to admit, that has to be the most erotic sight of Loviana that I have ever witnessed till now. I could feel my breathing change to short and fast breaths. My pants constricting around my groin. I didn't think my game would flip on me making me fall in my own trap. I could feel the carnal lust course through me as I saw her push her fingers in and out of her pussy. She moaned my name again. And I just lost the will to resist myself from fucking her in that room, in that moment.

I pushed open the door. A little too loud making her jerk up from the bed. She looked at me, horrified as if she had seen a ghost. I stepped towards her and asked, "Were you doing something without me?" I said in a voice so deep and heavy with lust that even I couldn't recognise it.