Dark Cloud

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enclosed in this letter to you is a message from my heart, excuse the raindrops from these dark clouds that've been following me around - i got used to them now. heavy was my heart when i barely showed a frown.. i know you never noticed but that was because i never wanted you to. to breathe or not to breathe was the question my heart always received, the people i kept near me were never the people i wanted them to be.. - but maybe i should blame me. there's way too many signs in this world to ignore the Stop Signs of reason - they were never enough for me to realize that pride wasn't my issue, ironically, that never stopped my off-lane journey. as i crash off into the distant i ask you remember me & two things, i never hated you - there just isn't enough love in my heart for me to listen to you speak & pretend that i agree. i don't think i know everything but if what you're saying doesn't align w/ my mind then what's the point of allowing you to taint me. please understand as these dark clouds form around me, there's no way for me to run, there's no sunshine left for me to see. as these dark clouds form around me - i'd rather be alone... w/ the person who really loves me.

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