Home to you

Chapter 31

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Smut warning
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I wake up. Blink sometimes and then close my eyes again groaning. The space next to me is still warm but empty. I reach form my phone. Almost 12 o'clock.
I rub my dry eyes, while the memories from yesterday come back to me. I sit up strait. Remembering me crying into Connors shoulder while he slowly talkes to Allie and rubs my back. I burry my face in my hand. I shouldn't drink alcohol. I remember that we drove back here and Connor tugging my into his bed. I decide to search for Connor to appologise to him for last night. I untangle myself from the covers only to realize that I'm still wearing the shirt from last night and only my boxers. I quickly put on some of Connors shorts and wake slowly downstairs. I can hear someone hum from the kitchen and enter the kitchen slowly. Connor is standing at the stove With his bare back towards me. I lean against the doorframe. How is this actually happening to me? I ask myself. How did I manage to end up in a relationship with the most talented and beautiful person on earth? He slowly turns around and jerks when he sees me. "Ohh my..,. Troye you scared me to death." "Luckily not." I say slowly while pushing back my fringe that is hanging losely in my face. "I'm so sorry for last night Con... I shouldn't drink." "You're right you shouldn't." He just says laughing. "But it's okay. You can be the designated driver the next party we'll go to." He says with a genuin smile. I cross the kitchen and help him make breakfast for the both of us. "Where is the rest of your family?" I ask. "I think shopping but I'm not quit sure." I smile weakly at him. "I'm not mad at you Troye. You don't have to act so carefully around me. I love you nothing changed." I breath out loudly. I nod slowly. "Ok." I just say and slowly kiss his cheek, carefully, afraid he could break under my touch. He sighs slowly and grabs my neck to pull me into a real kiss. In the beginning I hold back. I let him kiss me hard against my lips. But then I grab him by his hips and lift him so he is sitting on the kitchen counter his legs tangles around my hips. He slowly opens his mouth and I slid my toungh into his mouth tasting him. My hands wander over his bare back and his strong muscles. A moan escapes his throat and I grin against the kiss. Connor slowly pulls back. "Care to move this upstairs." He says with a smirk. And with out a word I make him room so he can get back down to his feet. he takes my hand and is leading me back to his room. He closes the door behind us and pushes me against the bed. I stumble backwards and land on the bed on my back. Connor climbs on top of me. He reconnects our lips. I still can feel the butterfly's that are living in my stomach ever since I first saw him. He breaks the kiss only to push my shirt over my head. Our lips move in sync and I can feel myself relax. Connor slowly grinds against my thights and a moan escapes my lips at the same moment. I can feel Connor smiling into the kiss but his breath is also getting shorter and in a quicker rhythm. I stare into his eyes and realize that I feel at home. Here with him. I opened up my heart to him and luckily didn't get rejected, and now we shared a unique feeling. I can see lust and love in his eyes while he fumbles on the shorts I'm wearing. I quickly help him to remove the shorts and he is getting ride off his shorts as well. He is getting back on top of me while opening his night stand draw. My hands slowly wander towards his ass as we are still kissing. First slowly caressing it and then grabbing it wanting more. Connors free hand is wandering to wards my member and I moan as his warm fingers thighten around it. I close my eyes. This feels so right. I slowly let my hands wander from his ass to his head member slowly stroking it. At this point his breath is almost shaking. To me this feels to surreal. His hands on my naked body enjoying the presence of each other. I slowly spread my legs underneath him giving him more room between my legs. His hand is wondering from my member to my entrance and I gasp at his touch their. "Sorry" Connor mumbles against the kiss." 'S okay" I mumble back carefully nibbling at his bottom lip. This feels increadebly good. After some time of adjusting to the feeling Connor removes his hand from my entrance. I smile at him and nod a little bit. This still feels so new to the both of us but it feels right. It feels like we can express our emotions towards each other without words. And it says more that any words ever could. He levels himself down to me. His stomach pressed against mine. And suddenly I can feel his hard member entering me. I moan. And then my rational mind goes blank. Everything I do is to satisfy my craving. We kiss, we touch, we moan feeling the moment. And then finally after a while I am released. I am sweaty and out of breath lying tangled up with Connor on his bed. My hands wander up and down his muscular chest. I can feel his breath in my hair noticing that it is finally going back to normal. He presses a kiss against my curls. I smile to myself. I am happy. "Showers and breakfast?" Connor asks slowly. As an answer I just get up an let him stare at my ass as I make my way to the bathroom hearing him following me. I start the water running and slip into the shower. Even showering we can't keep our hands off of each other. Even if it is just short little touches.
After that we end our breakfast preparations. As I stand closely behind Connor my arms are tangles around his waist and my chin resting on his shoulder while he makes scrambled eggs someone suddenly enters the kitchen. I quickly jump away from Connor which makes Nicola giggle. "Just me." She says with a huge grin on her face. "Are you two seriously preparing breakfast?" She asks in disbelieve. "Yeah..." Connor answers her with the biggest grin on his face. "I didn't want the detail on your sex life so stop grinning like a fucking 16 year old high school girl." She says holding in laughter. "Connaaaahhh..." I whine. "Sorry... He's like an open book to me." She says with a shrug of her shoulders and leaves the kitchen again. "I'm sorry she just knows me to well." Connor says while putting the scrambled eggs on separate plates. I just nod. Sage sure could read me just at the same way. "So breakfast in bed?" Connor smirks. And I just giggle. He is just perfect.