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Chapter 7

"You look so sweet." He says to me while taking a picture of me and the best breakfast there is. I turn red. "Come on Tro we have been flirty before and now that there is actually something going on between us you start blushing?" Connor says with a huge smile on his face. "I'm blushing because I don't know how to react to something like that. You know that I haven't been dating..." "It's okay... I've never dated a guy before either so we are both new to that. And I think thats great." I weakly smile back at him. He reaches over the table to softly touch my hand. But I quickly move my hand away from his. "It just that I don't know what we are allowed to do in public. If we want people to see. It just..." "I'm not ashamed that I like you!" Connor says very clearly by looking directly into my eyes. Then he again reaches over the table and this time I allow him to touch my hand. "I don't know how we are going to handle thing but right now I just want to spend time with you and have a nice breakfast." He says and let go of my hand to pick up his cutlery and starts to eat. "Alright" I say and start eating myself. Before I can take one bite my phone starts buzzing, my mom calling. "Why do moms always have a way of calling in the unpleasants moments?" I say out loud before picking up the phone. "Hi mom." I say happily. "Sweetie how's breakfast?" She asks. I stare over to Connor who was smiling to himself. "Tasty." I just say. "So how's Connor? You didn't tell me that he will be in Sydney the same week you are..." She says. I could literally hear the smile in her voice. "That's because I didn't know. And he didn't knew that either. It was a spontaneous idea." She giggles "so when are we going to meet him?" I sight "I don't know mom. Could you please not force us to do that." "So you two are an us... Now there is no way out of that!" She practically screams into the phone. "Mom I'm busy I call you later okay?... Bye" I just say and end the call. "So where did you post the sweet picture?" I ask Connor and stare at him. "Twitter" he says with full mouth. "Apperently my mom or my hole family wants to meet you." I say and take a first bite. "That's great. I would love to meet them." He says smiling. I shyly smile back. "So Africa..." Connor changes the subject quickly. "What's it like?" "Great." I just say. "Well of cause it very different. But it sure makes you realize how happy you're actually are and how small your problems are." I slowly say. I smile at him. Cherishing this moment. "Prepare yourself for weeks without internet or any kind of cell connection." He almost dropped his coffee. I giggle. "How am I going to survive." He says. "You can visit my Nan." I say impulsive. "Sure if I'm spontaneous in Johannesburg I'm totally gonna do that." He says with a weak smile. "Or you could come to Johannesburg to meet me and Caspar... We are there because of spud remember." He smiles. "Tro we will always find a way to meet!" He says softly "I mean I flew all the way to Australia and you only talk about next month." "Sorry." I say trying to think of any other topic. "So you're back in the studio..." Connor starts. "Oh yeah... I was .., yesterday." "You don't sound very enthusiastic." He says. "Well yesterday everything was different.." I say while smiling at him. "The lyrics that I wrote are now more fitting towards my feelings. I mean maybe there fit again." "So when am I going to hear the love songs about me." He says flirty. I blush. "Never?" I say but it sounds like a question. "So there are actually about me?" He asks and blushes him self. I nod slowly. "But everybody who hears them doesn't know there about you.., I promise. Except maybe Tyler." "Tyler?" Connor asks surprised. "I called him asked him for advice. Turns out his advice was shit. But I forgive him, even though he is the gossip queen he certainly doesn't know everything."
I smirk at him but he doesn't answer anything. "Is everything alright?" I ask him. "Yeah..." He just says which for some reason makes me believe even more that there is something wrong. "If something's wrong you know you can..." I start but Connor interrupts me by saying "Tyler and I fought before I took the plane. right now I'm not talking to him." Then he finishes his pane cake and stares at me while sweing. I open my mouth to say something but change my mind and close it again. Thinking about what I could or should say to that. "It's none of my business so I guess I should stay out of that." I finally say. "Yeah you should even though it technically was about you..., but it doesn't matter anymore." He says quickly before he steals a strawberry from my plate and put it in his mouth. "Hey!" I just scream. I hate it if anyone steals my food. "That was mine. And it was the best looking strawberry as well." I say and poud. "Then come and get it back." Connor says flirty and leans closer to me the table still between us. I look deeply into his eyes seeing that he is not joking. I lean over as well giving him a quick smack on his sweet strawberry lips. But before I can lean back he grabs my chin and let's the kiss last just one moment longer. "Thief" I say as he lets me go free. "Yeah but a handsome one." He says and and winks at me which makes me giggle.
"So what are we doing after breakfast?" Connor says. "There is a park just around the coner." I say. "I thought we maybe could take a walk... And I would like to ask you for a favor." I say "sure anything." He answers and then I let him in in my new plan.