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Chapter 18

Airports in general have a way of making me sentimental in a way that I usually not am. But to be fair there is nothing more beautiful then seeing people getting reunited in the arrival area of an airport. My stomach is rumbling. Since yesterday I couldn't get anything down because of my excitement of seeing Connor again. The flight was unpleasant as always there wasn't enough room for my long legs and sitting next to Tyde who had the same issue wasn't that comfteble eighter. Our plane is landing and I can feel my grin grow wider every second I am about to be closer to Connor.
And then the moment finally arrives. I run towards the glas doors that are separating me from the arrival hall, separating me from him. When I am hit by loud girly screaming. The airport security has difficulties to keep everybody behind the barrier that is still separating us. As soon as this my smile is gone and I start to panic. My mom is catching up to me she slowly grabs my free hand and whispers into my ear "Come on honey we gotta get away from here. I'm sure we will find him later." I just nod slowly. I can feel tears forming in my ears and I try to fake smile them away but knowing that I terribly failed. Police men escort us to our driver that is going to drop us of at the hotel. I sit down in the big transit their send us and let the others handle our luggage. I dry my eyes with my sleeve. I love my fans everyone of them but sometimes I just want to be unknown, just want to have a privat moment like everybody else. My mom sits down next to me. She slowly rubs my knee not saying anything. It not that I am mad at anyone that showed up or at Connor because we didn't meet there, I'm just disappointed and that's the worst of all feelings. The car starts to move and suddenly I remember that my phone is still in flight mode. As soon as it's deactivated my phone starts buzzing, receiving massages. "I'm sorry Tro but the airport is like crazy... I escaped somehow... Guess I see u later <3" I breath heavy. At least he tried. I stare out of the window. So now what? I ask myself.

Half an hour later we arrive at our hotel. Not motivated for anything I slowly get out of the car. Bellboys are unloading our stuff and I slowly go into the hotel lobby behind my parents. It a great hall with red sofas everywhere. Suddenly feeling like a deja vu I scan the lobby and then again I see him. He is running towards us clearly because he saw my parents first. It feels like minutes pass. He is skinnier seaming tiered. We make eye contact and I can't hold it any longer. I barge through my parents and run towards him. Crashing into him imminently crying hysterically. He rubs my back hushing into my ears that everything was fine but I can feel him shaking as well. I sling my arms around his neck tightly not wanting to let go of him. My parents catch up to us and I can feel my dads hand and my back as well "come on Troye. It's alright."he says. I slowly let go of him but his hand is still resting on my waist as he stares into my eyes. Suddenly I remember we're we are. In panic I look around us. But no one has noticed my mental break down. "Why don't you two sit down and we arrange the check in." My mom says and leads the rest of my family away from us. "So that means you missed me?" Connor says with a smirk. I push him at his shoulder which makes him smile. "It's okay I missed you too." He says with the cutest smile.

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AN: so I will probably not be able to upload in the next week because I'm in London.... So sorry in corals but I try to upload as soon as possible... :D