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Chapter 35

My head is resting on his shoulder. We're in a taxi on our way to our hotel. My heart is still racing from the anger. I hadn't told Connor what had happend after the show but I guessed he already knew. As is stormed out of Tyler's backstage room I almost ran Connor over who only needed to see my tear streamed face to know that something was off. He rapped his arm around my shoulder an lead me to the taxi that was already waiting for us to take us to the hotel we ware staying at. "I'm really upset with him." I say slowly. "You don't have to be just because I am. You know that right?" Connor says slowly. I lift my head from his shoulder. "I know. And I dont. I just thought that he would be there for me like always... But he is just selfish as always." Connor looked outside the window eighter to think of what to say or to swollow the mean comment that flashed trough his brain. I sight. "Why does he always have to make a scene like that? He's such a diva. Always craving for the attention from everybody. But I'm more upset that he wasn't there for you when you needed him." I say slowly looking over at him seeing how his jaw is flinching. He looks directly into my eyes. "I don't need him." Connor says really slowly.
I blinked a few times that I reached for his hand. "Enough talking about him. This week is just about us." I say with a wide grin. Connor looked down on our hands then he looks strait up into my eyes not seem to mind my sudden mood change. "Yeah." He just says slowly. I lean forward and connect our lips. His presence makes me loos my mind in the most positive way. It a slow but meaningful kiss. Connor separates our lips and whispers into my ear "you cant imagine what you mean to me." And then he kisses my ear. "Ehhh connaaahhh." I whine and rub my ear which is now wet from his drool. He just laughs and stares outside the window again. Its in the middle of the night or almost morning. When we arrive at the hotel the lobby is as empy as if it a zombie apocalypse where happing outside. The moment my head meets my pillow I am fast asleep.