Home to you

Chapter 10

The next days passed pretty fast. With meetings, radio interviews and booked studio time I barely had time for Connor. Although he was great. every time he could he would come with me and wait for me in the backstage area. Bethany came to Sydney and she was just as busy but she sometimes capped Connor company which I was really great full for. One week pasted and I still hadn't filmed anything for my video.
After another long day in the studio I got back to the hotel room where I found Connor lying on the sofa watching some random Australian TV show. I waited in the door way just watching him for sometime. He laughter out loud at a joke which made me giggle. He turn his head. "Stop stalking me." He just says. I laugh " but your so beautiful." I say and go around the sofa and lie right next to him. He lies one arm around me so we're thighly spooning on the sofa. "How was your day?" I ask him. "Great... I've been to the oprea house which is pretty impressing." He says. Moments past were none of us said anything and then he the turns off the tv. He uncuddles from me and sits up. "Troye I need to tell you something." I sit up myself imidiently worried that there is something wrong with him, with us. "Please don't worry..." He says slowly. "But I want you to listen to the end okay?" I just nod unable to speak. "So I guess I start at the beginning... Or what is the beginning of this story." He says. I can see that right know it is even hard for him to breath. So I reach over and take his hand. He smiles weakly at me. "So about a few month ago I was over at Tyler's and I kind of capped him awake the hole night ... To finally have the guts to tell someone that... I'm gay." He says slowly. I can see that he is trying to hold back tears. But before I can say anything he starts to talk again. "I've basically have known my hole life and was to afraid to commit it to anyone even to myself... So I told Tyler and maybe you can imagine how he reacted. I mean it Tyler... And after that talk I started telling some people. I visited my family and told them and I told Ricky and everybody from O2L and then I told Tyler I wanted to tell you but he said that this is not a thing you casualy tell someone over skype. So I didn't tell you... And I stopped telling people because I thought that you should be one of the first people to know. Then before I came here I went over to Tyler's and told him that I was planing on flying down to you so I could tell you and he said that people would clearly see why I truly would visit you and that it has always been obvious that I liked you more than my other friends. So thanks to Tyler I was afraid the hole flight that someone would find out about my secret that I only wanted to tell you. Tyler and I both said some nasty things in our fight... I even acussed him of being jelous. I said that if he liked you too he should tell you that and not try to manipulate me..." He pauses. He looks down on our locked hands. "I just thought you should know." He says weakly smiling. "I just hope you don't think different of me because I told you this." "How could I Con." I say. "You know that it didn't matter to me if you are gay, bi or what ever... I know that I like you.. Like a lot..." He smiles and finally looks right into my eyes. We share a long look. "You know that I liked you since Italy right?" Connor just says. "No I didn't..." I say slowly. "Well I did." He says. I giggle. "Since we shared a room?" I ask flirty. He blushes which makes me giggle. "I am glad you felt able to tell me.... So that's the real reason you wanted to come to Australia." "Yeah... But I'm even more glad how things turned out." He says and leans over to kiss me once again. His hand resting on my cheek. I close my eyes and let myself fall. I'm over whelmt by my emotions towards him. He slides nearer on the sofa. And then breaks the kiss. I open my eyes. Looking directly into his, thinking that I've seen fear for a moment in them. He bits his lip "fuck it." He whispers and swings one leg over me so that he is sitting on my lap. "You don't know how long I wanted this." I whisper into his ear and then his lips crash again into mine. This time wanting more. He toung slide into my mouth and I could finally tast him again. It feels for some seconds new and strange and then I get used to the feeling and start to enjoy it. I let my hands wander under his shirt and his hands grab my hair roughly but lovely at the same time. Suddenly afraid that I would get hard on our first real make out session I try to move my hips away from him which is impossible because his hole wheight is resting on me. I can feel how Connor smiles into the kisses and I am smiling as well. I'm afraid of anything that could happen next but i am also excited towards that. Still wanting more that our kisses I let my hands wander to his shirt seam and pull it off of him. His bare chest takes my breath away. His skin so soft but at the same time his muscles are hard under that soft skin. I kiss his bare chest right where his heart is lying underneath. Then I look up into his eyes. He smiles his cheks red his hair unstyed and ruffled but that's how I like him the most. I lean forward and kiss him again. This time slowly and sweet wanting to make him feel secure around me. "Let not move to fast to quick." He says and I am disappointed and reliefed at the same time. Of cause he is right. I nod and give him one last sweet kiss. Right in that moment Tyde storms into the room screaming "Troye I'm here to annoy you." And then freezes at the door when he sees the half naked Connor sitting on my lap.