BILLIONAIRE'S UNINTENDED BRIDE

Book 2, Chapter 1: Rediscovering Shadows

Book 2, Chapter 1: Rediscovering Shadows

Six weeks since we left the hospital, yet every day feels like walking through a dream - a life that's mine, but doesn't quite fit. Each morning I wake up in a house that's supposedly my home, with a man named Luke who is my husband in name but a stranger in every other sense. Luke, with his striking features and gentle eyes, feels like a character from a story I've never read. The intimacy that marriage implies feels like a line I'm not ready to cross with someone I don't remember, no matter how my heart aches to connect. So, I've chosen the solitude of a separate room, a sanctuary in a world that no longer makes sense.

Then there's Sebastian, Luke's brother, who seems to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders. He says he feels responsible for the shooting, a burden I wish he wouldn't bear. In his eyes, I see a friendship I can't recall, but I know deep down that I would have stepped in front of that bullet for him or any friend. His presence, though shrouded in my lost memories, brings a sense of comfort, a feeling of a bond that goes beyond recollection.

My friends Sophia and Sarah visited, two contrasting souls who somehow complete each other. Sophia's vibrant, untamed spirit is a stark contrast to Sarah's composed and thoughtful nature. Despite not remembering them, their presence sparked a sense of familiarity, a feeling of a deep-rooted connection. They showed me photographs, frozen moments in time where our love for each other was palpable. It's strange how one can feel a bond so deeply, even when the memories are absent. It's as if my heart remembers what my mind cannot.

They're handling the situation with my parents, whom I also can't remember. Every phone call with my mom is a delicate dance, guided by Sophia and Sarah's advice. I haven't told my parents about the shooting or the memory loss. Mom's heart condition haunts the back of my mind, and the last thing I want is to add to her worries. So, we maintain the façade, protecting them from the truth.

But amid the comforting lies and the half-truths, I can't help but wonder why I never told my parents about my marriage to Luke. Was there a part of me, a wild, untamed version that shied away from sharing this piece of my life? What secrets did I keep, and why? These questions swirl in my mind, creating a narrative I'm desperate to understand.

In this odd, fragmented existence, Luke remains a constant. His unwavering kindness, his patience, it's all so surreal. Yet, as I watch him work, his focus unwavering, I can't shake the feeling that there's more to our story, pieces I'm yet to uncover. The way he looks at me sometimes, it's as if he's trying to communicate through a barrier I can't see or touch. It's frustrating and fascinating in equal measure. Who are we to each other, and what did we mean to each other in a life I can't remember?

Each day is a step toward discovering the truth, a journey through a maze of forgotten memories. I'm piecing together a puzzle of my past, a past intertwined with Luke, Sebastian, Sophia, Sarah, and my own elusive identity. The answers lie just beyond my reach, but I'm determined to find them, to uncover the story of the woman I once was and the life I once lived.

As I sat on the couch, lost in thought, Luke worked quietly on his laptop. The normalcy of the scene was a stark contrast to the turmoil within me. He was undeniably handsome, his features etched with concentration, and I found myself wondering about the man behind those eyes – the man I had apparently chosen to spend my life with.

The irony of my situation was not lost on me. Here I was, living with a man who was, by all accounts, wonderful, yet I was unable to connect with him beyond the superficial. Every laugh, every tender look, felt like a puzzle piece from a different box – familiar in shape but foreign in essence.