New Gunner...

Confusion x

We arrived back in training 3 days ago with Arsenal, things are looking really good football wise. Relationship wise, things haven't been so great. Leah has been quite distant with me for some unknown reason, for example whenever I try and give her a hug, it's not even reciprocated she just stands there like a statue. I haven't done anything wrong as far as I'm aware so I'm just filled with confusion right now.

Leah is currently in the kitchen making us some tea, we take it in turns to cook and tonight was her night. I could see her struggling to open something so I offered to help, silly mistake that was.

Alice: "here Le, let me help you" I say offering to take the jar out of her hand

Leah: "no I can do it" she says in a snarky tone

Alice: "okay then" I remain stood there in case she changes her mind and needs help

Leah: "you don't have to stand there watching me you know" once again her tone is snarky

Alice: "well what if I want to admire my beautiful girlfriend"

Leah: "well I'd prefer if you weren't peering over my shoulder whilst I'm doing this"

Alice: "right" I go and sit down on the sofa

Leah comes into the living room but with only one plate in her hand

Alice: "where's your food darling"

Leah: "I'm going out so I didn't make myself any"

Alice: "where are you going"

Leah: "just going out"

Alice: "right, who with"

Leah: "Beth and a few of the other girls, anymore questions" she huffs

Alice: "nope"

Leah: "good I need to go get ready"

Alice: "right"

Confusion is really filling my brain right now, where was my invite. I understand Leah can go out with her friends but Beth is one of my closest friends and she's not mentioned anything, oh well it's probably nothing. Leah comes back downstairs around 20 minutes later, she looks stunning. She's wearing a white shirt tucked into some black cargos with her white air forces, her hair is lightly curled and she has a little bit of makeup on. I'm just sat on the sofa admiring her but it doesn't last long, she's gone out the door. I didn't even get a 'bye' or 'love you' out of her.

Alice: "have fun then I guess" I mumble to myself

I remain sat on the sofa eating the rest of my food before I take my plate to the dishwasher then head upstairs to get into some pyjamas. I have a weird feeling about Leah being out tonight, something is telling me she isn't with Beth or any of the other girls. It's not a feeling that I think she's cheating on me, well I hope she's not, but it's like she's keeping someone or something from me. Just as all these thoughts are running around my head, a notification pops up on my phone, my mind suddenly goes blank.

Beffy <3- you and Leah fancy coming for a movie night at mine and Viv's? x

What on earth, so Leah isn't with Beth nor any of the other girls, I slip some shoes on quickly, grab my car keys and run out to the car to drive to Beth's. Tears are building in my eyes but I'm trying to push past them, why would my own girlfriend lie to me about where she's going and who she's going with. I arrive at Beth and Viv's in about 10 minutes, I knock on the door and Viv answers.

Viv: "hey Alice, come in" but I just fall straight into her arms, the tears I were trying to hold back are now strolling out of my eyes

Viv: "woah what's happened Al, Beth come here" she closes the door behind us and guides me into the living room, Beth comes sprinting down the stairs