New Gunner...

I can't lose you x

I wake up around 9 am and turn over but Leah isn't next to me, part of me is sad but then I'm still mad at her. I still don't really know why I'm mad because she isn't my girlfriend but I thought we were heading in that direction, I guess not. Suddenly a knock at the door brings me out of my thoughts and I hop out of bed to go answer it. 

Beth: "hey Al" she walks straight in past me 

Alice: "hi Beth, everything okay" 

Beth: "yeah but you need to get ready, you have approximately 45 minutes" 

Alice: "you taking me on a date Meado" I smirk at her 

Beth: "in your dreams babe but in all seriousness you need to get ready"

Alice: "what exactly am I getting ready for" I ask confused 

Beth: "you're going out but that's all I'm saying now hurry up and get ready, I'll be back here at 9:45 and if you're not ready then you're dead" she laughs 

Alice: "right okay then" Beth leaves the room and I'm just stood there so confused 

What on earth am I going to wear? Do I need to dress fancy or casual? Ugh I'm so confused what the hell is going on. It takes me about 30 minutes to finally decide on an outfit but I go with some black ripped jeans with a white shirt paired with a black jacket and my white air forces. Just as I'm finishing my makeup there's a knock on the door. 

Alice: "come in" Beth walks in through the door 

Beth: "ahh you're ready, great" 

Alice: "are you going to tell me what's going on now"

Beth: "I'm not allowed to say anything I just have to take you there, come on follow me" 

I follow Beth out of the room and downstairs to reception then out the door and there's a car waiting for us, we hop in. The ride is around half an hour before we stop outside of a field where me and Beth get out. 

Alice: "Beth why the fuck are we in a field" I am massively confused now 

Beth: "just be quiet and follow me" 

I do as she says and we walk through the field, RIP to my white trainers, we carry on walking and that's when I see Leah. She has her back to us but I can tell it's her, it's my Leah. 

Beth: "right I'm off now but have fun" she smiles 

Alice: "thanks Beffy" I give her a hug and then approach Leah 

Alice: "Le" I say softly 

She quickly turns around and wraps me in the biggest hug I've ever received 

Alice: "Leah what is this about" still massively confused 

She takes my hand and leads me to the blanket that is laid on the grass with a variety of foods and some activity books 

Leah: "from the day you first joined Arsenal you were special to me, you were a glimmer of light in my pretty dull life at the time. You've shown me what it's like to feel loved but also taught me how to love back. You've been nothing but good to me and I've tried my hardest to do the same back, however what happened last night really wasn't me being good to you. I was in a drunken mess and I'd just gone to the toilet, as I came out and was washing my hands this girl just approached me and kissed me. I promise you now as soon as her lips touched mine I pulled away straight away, I love no one else but you Al, I can't lose you. You were my girl from the day you joined Arsenal and I want you to be my girl for the rest of my life, I don't want to imagine my life without you in it. For that reason and many more I'm asking you, Alice will you be my girlfriend" she says with tears falling out of her eyes