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୨⎯ ##january 19th , 2023 ⎯୧
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FIRST PERSON PERSPECTIVE ━━ KIMBERLY
FELIX SUDDENLY CAME barging into my room. i jumped frankly and squeaked a little bit. "Oops.. Sorry.." He said with a nervous laugh. i rolled my eyes and looked at him. "Whats up, buttercup?" i put down the book i was reading and put my hands in my lap, lacing my finger together.
"Babe.. i uh.. i wanna tell you something." Felix got down on his knees beside me and held my interlaced hands. "This must be serious" i thought.
"i wanna make our relationship public."
My heart sank to my stomach. "What?!" i yelled. "Baby what the hell are you thinking?"—my voice grew louder—"if we make our relationship public this could put out idol careers at risk!"
"Calm down.. Please calm down.." Felix rubbed a hand against my cheek and i almost instantly relaxed.
"i understand this is a big step for our relationship but it feels like im not showing my true feelings when i go out anywhere anymore. i know you wanna show affection to the public too but i just.. never thought much about it until now. of course, if your ok with making our relationship public.. i don't wanna make it seem im the center of this whole situation.." Felix's voice faded off and he turned head away like he's flattered himself. He always does this. but yet again he's a gentleman and respects my decisions "So..? what do you say, darling?"
"Yes. i do." i let a small grin form on my lips as i said that. i wanted him to feel happy. i never really thought about with myself anymore. i just think about him.
Felix hugged me tight. my grin only grew and i hugged him back, letting a soft kiss linger upon my lips and his cheek. "i love you.." he said and returned the kiss, only this time on the lips.
HOURS LATER, my phone is blowing up with text messages. all from the group chat. i open my phone and watch the chaos unfold.
silliest gc (ever)
imthealphaimtheleader
bark
i<3kittys
meow
ilovekimberly
is this gc all filled with furrys
bc i swear to god
quokka4life
ffs felix you were on all fours yesterday barking at kimberly to get her "paws" off your coffee.
even if this was a furry gc you would fit right in.
doggo
you got a point.
ilovekimberly
STOP
YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO AGREE WITH HIM
urlocalartpiece
too late bucko.
ilovekimberly
...
yk wha js for that
im eating the rest of your ice cream
urlocalartpiece
GET YOUR DIRTY ASS HADS OFF MY PRECIOUS COFFEE ICE CREAM YOU LITTLE SHIT
icanrap
hads
urlocalartpiece
fuck you.
icanrap
love u too.
i cracked a giggle and laughed as i scrolled through the messages in the group chat. i turned my phone on do not disturb and put it back on my nightstand.
A HOUR LATER, a knock on the door sounded the room and i turned my head. "Come in" i said. Felix came through the door and his lips formed a smile. i loved his smile. it was so cute.
"do you wanna tell the members about our decision.. or do you wanna do it.. like public public. to our fans and everyone else." Felix asked lightheartedly. My heart skipped a beat. i forgot all about it. and now that he brung it up, im not sure..
"Uh.."—i stumbled across my words—"i don't know.. what do you wanna do..?". i stuttered a little bit. i almost never stutter unless im in-front of a lot a people.
"ill do whatever is fine with you." Felix replied softly and kissed my hand. i started to sweat and pulled the nearest answer to my mind. "We can tell everyone. members included." i spurted out loud. Felix's eyes widened but then softened. "if thats what you want.. we can make it happen." he said reassuringly.
BEFORE I KNEW it, i was outside in sweats with a scarf and beanie on. Felix's hands interlaced with mine and i let a small smile curl up on my lips. Paparazzis flashed us with there cameras with each step we took. i didn't phase me in the slightest but yet again i was nervous.
Felix turned my body towards him, my heart racing with fear and excitement. my mind racing with a thousand thoughts a second. the flashes from the cameras only got more frequent the more he stepped closer.
Before i even took a deep breath, felix immediately planted his lips against mine, our lips fitting perfectly together like two puzzle pieces.
The flashes from the camera got brighter since the paparazzis were getting even closer. This is it. i cant go back now.
My eyes closed and before i knew it, i was kissing Felix out in the parking lot with at least 100 paparazzis swarming around us.
i hope i made the right choice. or else i might just end it all soon.
AUTHORS NOTE ━━
imthealphaimtheleader: bangchan
i<3kittys: minho
icanrap: changbin
urlocalartpiece: hyunjin
quokka4life: han
ilovekimberly: felix
doggo: seungmin
crazyahhfox: jeongin
kimchi: kimberly
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