Ritchy P.O.V
I don't understand why other parents should control their children's life. why would they do that if they love them? why should shekainah's father are being like that to her? yes, i know that it's because of their wealth and their family's profile pero hindi na hawak ni shekainah ang lahat ng yun.
kung may paki man ang mother ni shekainah sakanya bakit hindi nya sila matulungan? Well, i really miss her.
" what are you thinking? it's like a deep conversation with yourself, huh. mind if you share?" I'm with my friends, yes they are my friends again. rereighn, klea, and Elyn. nasa cafeteria kami at kumakain since tanghali naman.
i took a glance at klea dahil sya itong nag salita, alam naman nila na hindi ako okay bakit kailngan pa nila akong tanungin? maybe they care. i cleared my throat. " nothing" i said nonchalantly.
" nothing? ni hindi mo nga halos masubo iyang nasa kutsarita mo dahil ang lalim ng iniisip mo." sabat nanaman ni klea.
Itong babaitsng talaga to unti nalang susupappalin kuna 'to.
nainis ako kasi why would they care? i can handle this ,they dont need to help me as if I'm a bout to cry if i said something like miss ko na sya tapos tatawanan lsng nila ako, diba? wheres the justice para dun???
" Kumain kanalang kesa daldal ka nanang daldal akala mo nakalimutan muna ginawa mo saakin!" sigaw ko sakanya. do you know what im talking about she did to me?
yung time kasi na nag papa comfort ako coz i really miss shekainah ang sabi nya saakin punta daw kami ng mental para i pa check up ako. what the fuck, mental for real. she really did bring me there. na sad lang ako nun kasi i really really miss shekainah to the fact na halos puntahan kuna sya sa ibang bansa tapos ginaganyan ganyan lang ako ni klea.
muntik nang mag salita si klea ng inunahan sya ni Elyn. " Just shut your noisy mouth Klea, teacher ka dito hindi ka dapat ganyan umasta, ang daming naka tingin sayu na estudyante hindi kaba nahihiya sa inaasta mo dito?" sambit nya pero saakin ang tngin nya akala mo naman ako ang pinag sasabihan ng isang ito. bat ba ito nandito e tapos na ang pagiging teacher nya? wala na nga dito si Shekainah, nang gugulo pa.
"Why would they care, btw? I'm a professional teacher ofcourse I know what I'm doing. They are just students, wala silang pake." Sagot nito na nagpa cross arm pa.
Ang ibang estudyante na malapit lang na upuan ay nagsisi tawanan habang naka tingin saamin. "They are goddess talaga, I love the way they argue" rinig ko sa kabilang table. Bulungan ng mga estudyante.
ugh I'm annoyed again. tumayo ako dahil nawala nanaman ako sa mood knowing na gusto din ni elyn ag kanyang pinsan which is hindi nya totally pinsan, nakakainis diba?
" where you going?" Tanong saakin ni elyn.
"retouch my self." i accidentally said without using strategic thinking and just use my intuitive thingkin, ugh, im a messed up
" in the middle of our meal? seriously Ritchy???" yeah i know im a bit weird right know.
"am i look not serious when i said i'll retouch myself, rereighn??"
" stop it rereighn, i'll go with you, ritchy." hindi kuna pinansin ang sinabi nya dshil naiinis ako sakanya.
im not really going to rwtouch myself since i didnt bring anything with me, funny right? hinuhugasan ko;lsng ang kamay ko ng may nasilayan akong sa salamin.
" i thought your going to retouch your self yet you didnt bring anything with you here?"
" yeah im stupid." her hands are crossed while leaning on the wall while looking at me.
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The Professor's Desire on Me (ProfxStud)
RomansaA Second year college Shekainah Zoie Devilino who lives in Canada with her older sister Mariel Zhein Devilino-Marntin chose to go home in the Philippines and continued her studies. She met Ritchy Andy Anderson her professor. A professor who desire...
