You've never been good at telling someone what's going on inside you. Showing your feelings is a weakness for you. You don't want to give other people a target, a small crack that they can use against you. That's why it's no wonder that in three years of dating Louis hasn't found you crying once.
It's not that you don't trust him or are afraid he'll use your feelings against you, no! Louis is probably the first and only person in your life who hasn't let you down. Still, you can never honestly tell him how you feel. Louis has come to terms with it. Nevertheless, he never misses an opportunity to give you the chance to let yourself go with him.
And you would love nothing more than to lie in his arms and hear from him that everything is going to be okay. Because life is not good with you at the moment. You've been fired from your job, university is going absolutely nowhere, you've failed the most important exam of your life and to top it all off, your best friend has said goodbye to you. She no longer has time for you. Not to mention the hate from Louis' fans and the rumors that you're only with him because of his money.
When you get home, Louis is sitting on the couch and clicking through the TV program. "Hey, beautiful," he greets you with a smile. You pause in the doorway for a few seconds and consider your next steps. His smile disappears from his face and concern spreads. "What's wrong?" he asks, approaching you with slow steps. You don't say anything. You don't trust your voice. "Hey, look at me." He carefully lifts your chin. You look him straight in the eye. His bright blue eyes bore into your heart and you feel like you're about to lose control of yourself.
Louis takes you to the couch. He gently pulls you onto his lap. "Has something happened?" he asks quietly. "I'm fine, Louis!" you say in an uncertain voice. The standard sentence you always give him when you don't know what to say. "You're always fine." he says, exhaling audibly. You look at him for a few seconds and your eyes meet again. This time you can't withstand his gaze. You burst into tears. Louis is surprised by your sudden emotional outburst. You hide your face from him and cry into his chest. Louis holds you tight and whispers in your ear. "You are never alone, I love you."
