If I Can't Have Him...

Mortifying truths

This chapter is crack head energy. Enjoy anyways 🤷🏻‍♂️😂

Yoongi was hunched over his laptop at the dining room table when he heard the door open. He looked over and smiled as Jeongguk walked in with a duffle bag thrown over his shoulder “Hey hyungie”

“Hey Gukkie, how was work?”

“Pretty good actually, lots of cute little babies came in today. It was hard not to steal one” he chuckled “I'm gonna put this in your room”

“Go for it. We can put it all away later when we come home”

“Home huh?” He grinned as he turned down the hallway to drop his bag, Yoongi rolled his eyes with a smile before powering off his lap top

“When you go to your actual home tomorrow, you can take my bag with you”

“Sure” he shrugged as he walked out of the room. He walked up to yoongi and kissed his lips “love you”

“Love you too, but Jesus, go brush your teeth” he scrunched up his face

“What's wrong with my breath?” He cupped his mouth and breathed out “smells fine to me?”

“Smells like you ate ass for lunch”

“Don't insult yourself, hyungie, you never smell bad”

“Fucking gross! Go!” He smacked at Jeongguk's chest as Jeongguk laughed loudly but still went to the bathroom to brush his teeth “fuckin weirdo, Jesus” when Jeongguk came out of the bathroom he smiled wide before he sat down on Yoongi's lap

“Better?” He breathed, Yoongi tried turning his head in time but didn't get so lucky, making Jeongguk laugh even harder before he leaned in and kissed his cheek making a loud smacking sound unnecessarily

“What is with you today? You're a menace”

“I'm just happy” he shrugged and leaned his head on Yoongi's shoulder

“I can't fault you for that” he kissed his forehead “and what is with this dynamic change? Shouldn't I be the one in your lap? God, you're heavy”

“Easy fix” he stood up fast and lifted Yoongi out of his seat

“Put me down!” He smacked his shoulder as Jeongguk turned and sat down with Yoongi straddling his thighs “I can't with you today Jeongguk”

“You love me anyway” he grinned as he wrapped his arms around his waist and buried his face in Yoongi's neck “I'm just excited for you to meet my friends. And for some reason, I feel like things are getting better. You and Jimin are okay, me and Jimin are okay, we're going to spend a lot of time together which is my favorite thing in the world. I'm just, I don't know. I feel good”

“And you breaking my ass last night has no effect on your current mood?” He raised a brow as he lightly tugged the back of Jeongguk’s hair

“Mmmm.. maybe” he smiled against his chest “that might play a small part too”

Yoongi chuckled as he rolled his eyes “do I look okay by the way? I tried to look decent for your friends”

“You look beautiful, always” he looked up and smiled. Yoongi did put in effort, and Jeongguk noticed. He thought Yoongi was the most beautiful person to ever grace the earth no matter what he wore. But he was wearing an oversized sweater with skinny ripped up jeans and his nice converse. He even added makeup, smudging his eyes and a little bit of the vanilla flavored gloss Jeongguk loved so much. His hair, longer than it had ever been, was curled and his bangs laid across his forehead with a little wave to them