BL ONESHOTS NO.3

¹⁰⁰Kim x Chay / Macau⁰⁰¹

Kim' POV

I never thought I would fall in love with another guy. Growing up in a traditional household, I was taught that love was only between a man and a woman. But then, I met him, Chay. The one who changed everything.

At first, I didn't even notice him. Chay was just another guy in my college class. But as we started working together on a project, I found myself drawn to his intelligence, his sense of humor, and his kind heart. We became friends and hung out often, and I started to realize that what I felt for him was more than just friendship.

I tried to push those feelings away, telling myself that it was just a phase, and that I was confused. But the more time I spent with him, the deeper I fell. And then, I found out the truth. He had a boyfriend named Macau. My heart sank, and I felt like such a fool for allowing myself to fall for someone who was already taken.

But as much as I tried to move on, I couldn't. I couldn't stop thinking about him, dreaming about him, just wanting Chay. I tried to fight it, telling myself that it was wrong. That I shouldn't interfere with someone else's relationship. But my heart didn't listen to my mind.

I watched him from afar, admiring the love he shared with his boyfriend. They were the perfect couple – so in love and happy. And I couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy. Why couldn't that be me? Why couldn't I be the one making him happy?

As much as I wanted to hate him for being with someone else, I couldn't. Chay was just too damn amazing. And the more I got to know him, the more I realized that his boyfriend was a lucky guy. He was everything I wanted in a partner – caring, supportive, and understanding.

I tried to suppress my feelings, but they only grew stronger. I found myself daydreaming about a future with him, imagining what it would be like to wake up next to Chay every morning, to hold his hand and kiss him whenever I wanted.

But I knew it could never be. He was taken by Macau, and I couldn't bring myself to ruin what he had with his boyfriend. So, I decided to keep my distance, bury my feelings, and try to move on.

But then, one day, he told me that his relationship had ended. I was shocked, and I knew I shouldn't feel happy about it, but a part of me couldn't help it. I tried to console him, but deep down, I couldn't help but hope that maybe, just maybe, this was my chance.

A few weeks went by, and we grew even closer. And then, one day, Chay kissed me. It was a simple, sweet kiss, but it meant everything to me. He told me that he had been struggling with his feelings for me, but he couldn't deny them any longer.

At that moment, all my doubts and fears disappeared. And as we stood there, wrapped in each other's arms, I knew that I was exactly where I was meant to be. With him.

Sometimes, love finds us in the most unexpected ways. And even though it may not fit society's norms or expectations, it is still love. And that's all that matters. I may have fallen for a guy who already had a boyfriend, but in the end, we found our way back to each other. And that's all that matters.

[No.10. Hope this is good. Bye now.]