BL ONESHOTS NO.3

¹⁰⁷⁰😭Kim x Chay⁰⁷⁰¹

Kim' POV

I never thought I would fall in love with another guy. Growing up in a small town, being gay was not accepted. But then, I met Chay. He was new in town, and with his charming smile and kind heart, he captured my attention from the very first moment I saw him. We became friends quickly and soon enough, our friendship turned into something more. I was afraid of what people would say, but being with Chay was worth all the judgment and ridicule. We were in love, and that's all that mattered.

Our love was like a dream, a beautiful, dream. We would spend hours talking, holding hands, and stealing kisses whenever we could. We were inseparable, and I couldn't imagine my life without him. But then, reality hit us hard. Chay's family was moving away to another state, and he had to go with them. I was devastated, my heart shattered into a million pieces. How could I live without him? How could I survive the distance and the longing?

We promised to make it work, to keep our love alive despite the miles between us. We talked every day, and I counted the days until we would see each other again. But as time passed, things started to change. Our conversations became shorter, and our visits became fewer. We were drifting apart, and I could feel it, but I refused to believe it. One day, I received a call from Chay. He told me that he had met someone else, a girl. My world came crashing down, and I couldn't understand how he could move on so quickly. I begged him to come back to me, but he said it was over. That he was sorry, but he couldn't continue our long-distance relationship. My heart broke all over again.

I felt like I had lost everything I ever loved. I cried myself to sleep every night, and the pain felt endless. Months passed, and I tried to move on, but my heart still ached for him. I missed his touch, his kisses, his presence. I missed everything about him. I never thought I would have to say goodbye to the love of my life in such a cruel and heartbreaking way. But I will always cherish the memories we had and the love we shared. Chay, if you're up there, dancing the night away, know that I will always love you. And one day, I will come to my home, to you. But until then, I'll keep our memories close to my heart and hold on to the hope that one day, we'll be together again.

Author.

Sadly that day never came until Chay received a call.

On call.

"Is this Chay, I'm here to call because I need you to come back, now if possible because you have a letter here that you will want to see and I can't exactly read it to you because on the envelope it says, 'Chay must open alone'. Chay just said he'd be there in a few hours and sure enough he was.

The moment he landed and headed toward a place he knew so well, he saw it and he knew something had happened, something brutal and unforgiving, in a way he didn't need someone to tell him what happened, he noticed by the look on everyone's face.

A man then says, "You must be Chay, this is yours to read alone." Chay was then left alone in a room where it was quiet enough for him to read the letter Kim left him.

Chay opens the letter and starts reading it.

My dearest Chay,

I hope this letter finds you well. It has been too long since we last spoke or saw each other. I have missed you more than words can express. As I sit here writing this letter, I am filled with a bittersweet feeling. I cannot help but think about the memories we shared, the love we had, and the pain of losing it all. I know that we are no longer together and I have accepted that. But my heart still aches for you. I miss your laugh, your touch, and your presence. I miss the way you used to hold me and make me feel safe. I miss the way we used to talk for hours about everything and anything. I miss the little things that made our love special.

I am writing this letter to you as a goodbye. I have been diagnosed with a terminal illness and my time on this earth is slowly coming to an end. Before I leave, I wanted to tell you one last time how much I love you, and how much you mean to me. Even though we are not together anymore, my love for you has never faded. It still burns as strong as the day we first said those three words to each other. I have no regrets about our relationship, except for the fact that it had to end.

I often wonder what could have been if we were still together. If distance had not come between us if we had fought harder for our love if things had turned out differently. But I have made peace with the fact that sometimes love is not enough. I want you to know that wherever I go, my heart will always carry your love. I will never forget the time we spent together and the love we shared. I will always cherish those memories and hold them close to my heart. I wish things could have been different, and we could have grown old together. But I am grateful for the time we had, and I will always love you, Chay. You will always hold a special place in my heart.

Goodbye, my love. I hope you find happiness and love in your life, even if it's not with me. Take care of yourself and know that you will always have a special place in my heart.

Yours always,
Kim.

After he reads the letter, he puts it close to his heart and tears stream down his face so fast and so sadly that he wishes he was here to tell him, he had never in a million years stopped loving him.

Chay sat in that one spot for so long that time went by so fast.

He was then getting a phone call but he didn't pick up. He got in a car Uber to him and asked to be dropped off at one address.

Chay went back to the park, where he first met Kim.

Ge sat their tears streaming down his face, he screamed at the top of his lungs and let pit the most awful scream ever, he sat in this park until someone came after him and it was his brother.

"Chay, come on, let me take you home, you can stay with us until you are ready to go back overseas." Porche, Chay's brother says as he helps him up and guides him to the car and drives off home. Once home, all Chay asked was to be left alone, Chay ended up in Kim's room knowing that no one else would go in there.

He cried daily, and he moped around like a bad smell but sometimes it was him that smelt making his brother force him to clean up, he didn't do much until he was surely out to die whenever and where he was standing or sitting, Chay had only ever felt so alone and so hurt once before but this was some type of newfound hurt, this was torture to live here without a hope to stay.

Everyone who knew Chay would go down the sad slope all woke up one morning to nothing, no one, just a quiet house, Chay left a nite on the coffee table in the lounge telling everyone how much he wished he stayed but it was his time to follow his love because he couldn't stay here any longer knowing that his love isn't here.

Chay followed Kim to heaven or hell and it was a sad thing to know, especially Porche, he knew his little brother would do something like this and when they entered Kim's room, lying lifeless on the bed in a jersey of Kim's he was no more, he was with his love Kim.

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Heartbreak, sadness, hurt.

These things you learn within time, not knowing when it will happen or how it will happen it just does, and you can't stop it from coming your way.

[No.120. Didn't know how to end this. But sorry if you cried. Bye now.]