BL ONESHOTS NO.3

³⁰⁹⁰Akk x Ayan⁰⁹⁰³

< For those who don't understand what it means - little space (uncountable) (BDSM, ABDL, neologism) The state of mind a little enters when they are comfortable engaging in ageplay. (psychology, neologism) The state of mind a little enters when regressing, often as a coping mechanism. - >

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Ayan had been keeping a secret from Akk, his long-term partner of six years. Despite their strong relationship, Ayan had never mustered the courage to share his secret with Akk. However, one day, the weight of the secret became too much for Ayan to bear and he finally opened up to Akk. On the evening in question, Ayan and Akk returned home from work in silence. Once inside, they both removed their shoes and jackets before heading to their separate bathrooms to shower. After getting dressed, Akk went to the kitchen to prepare dinner while Ayan sat at the coffee table, quietly coloring in a picture book.

Noticing Ayan's uncharacteristic behavior, Akk asked if everything was alright. Ayan didn't respond, but when Akk went to check on him, he found Ayan in a childlike state, completely immersed in his coloring book. A part of Akk couldn't help but find it endearing, but he could also sense that something was wrong. Ayan seemed startled when he realized Akk was there as if he had forgotten they had come home together.

Ayan has little space. Akk never knew of it until this very moment.

"Who is Chu?" Ayan had said which startled Akk from the way he spoke.

Akk then sat down at the table, pulled out his phone, and dialed a number to which the other person answered, "Hello?" And Akk then proceeds to talk to said person and then a knock is heard.

"Akk, let me in." At the door was Thua, a friend who knew of Ayan's little space, Thua had been Ayan's career when he slipped into his little space, but this time Ayan slipped without knowing. "Where is he? Yanyan, you here." And around the corner on the table happy as can be was Yanyan - Ayan.

Ayan then says in the cutest little voice, "Two is that chu?" "Yeah, it's me, you doing okay, can I have big space Ayan for a little bit."

So after a little bit Ayan went back to the big space terrified of what Akk might think but he didn't need to worry because of what Akk was like, he asked all these questions while Ayan went back to the bathroom to clear off his little space for a little bit to explain to Akk as to what happened but when he came out of the bathroom and back to the lounge where he overheard his conversation with Thua.

"So, you're telling me My Love has little space, meaning he regresses into a younger age state as to being a child again?" And Thua said yes. And then Ayan walks out shyly, "Love, you okay." Akk seemed worried and he was because he thought he knew everything about Ayan, " Why didn't you tell me?" And Ayan then says, "Because I was scared you'd leave me because of it."

"No my love, I want to help you, plus you looked super damn cute." Thua then says before he leaves to both Akk and Ayan, "Plan this well, Ayan you have not had a career for a while and you need one, I can't always be here for you, I have my little one to look after, now you two need to understand each other. And Ayan, you need your little one to choose whether he is your career, you little, and you now need to choose before things go a whole other way. Understand.?" And both Ayan and Akk nod as a yes.

"Oh and Akk, be patient. Yanyan will come to you when he feels the safest. Just be patient with him." And the. Thua leaves because he has a call. His love and his little that he was about to slip and Thua needed to be there for his love.

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Akk did a lot more than what Ayan thought, he studied everything to do with little space, how to help Ayan when he slips, how to manage him when he slips into different ages which Ayan's age regressions are 2 years old and 5 years old. And the one he saw this afternoon was a 5-year-old. Akk knew for one that it wasn't going to be easy as he had been with Ayan for six years but this was new as he had only been around Yanyan for the past 2 hours and when Thua left Yanyan came back and this time he was still 5 years old.

He learned everything and it was good. They were good things went well, and Akk finished meeting the 2-year-old Yanyan for the first time it went as he knew it would, 2-year-old Yanyan was more attached to Akk than 5-year-old Yanyan was.

A couple of weeks went by and Akk came home to Ayan being little and he asked, "Yanyan, you okay? Need some help" When he saw that Ayan was crying he knew that Ayan was 2 years old right about now. Akk knew what to do, he needed Yanyan's blanky, bottle and a pacifier as well as a cute cartoon movie that Yanyan loved the most Winnie the Pooh. Akk hit him and settled on the couch with everything he needed, and Akk was going to go wash up and make something which didn't take too long, when Akk came back to the lounge he realized that Ayan was on the couch but the movie was still on.

He then yells out, "Baby, you okay? Where are you?" And then all you hear is Ayan walk around the couch with slight tears in his eyes and then Akk says, "You okay?" And Ayan shook his head indicating it as a no.

Akk then sat down on the couch and waited for Yanyan to sit down but he thought he would sit next to him or a little further away, but not this time Ayan walked to Akk, got on the couch, and scooted himself onto Akk's lap and cuddled into him as if he had done this all his life. Akk "I wuv you, daddy." And Yanyan falls asleep. Akk stayed there for the next 5 minutes processing what he heard Ayan say and then gets up with Ayan.in his arms and goes to bed to put Ayan down to sleep comfortably. He then gets into bed himself and he smiles and says to the sleeping baby if his, "I love you too my baby." And he falls to sleep too.

The next morning is a Sunday and Akk wakes up first and then a second later Ayan wakes up realizing what happened last night, Yanyan chose.

"Akk, did I by any chance call you anything last night.?" And Akk says, "Yeah, you called me daddy. Why?" And Ayan then cries. "We chose. He chose." And then Akk realized what happened.

Akk officially became Ayan's career and a bonus was that he was already Ayan's boyfriend.

It has been a year since Akk and Ayan have been together. After 7 years of being a couple, Akk has taken on the role of being Ayan's caregiver for a whole year. As expected, Akk's love for Ayan is still as strong as ever. They spend most of their time cuddling, watching movies, and enjoying each other's company. Of course, they do have their occasional arguments and go to work, but they always make time for romantic date nights when they know Ayan won't have any slip ups.

They have always been cautious about Ayan's slip ups, which is why one of the rules they have is that Ayan needs to inform Akk first whenever they feel the urge. Despite the challenges, Akk and Ayan are in sync with each other and the world around them. They have spent 7 long years in a loving relationship and they plan to continue living it with love.

Akk has not only become Ayan's lover, but also their career and everything in between. They have become each other's safe haven and their love knows no bounds.

[No.147. Hope it's okay. Bye now.]