Cruel Creation

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Laying in the dark as I struggle to breath.

For some reason feeling to grieve.

Why did you make me like this.

Why oh why cruel creator.

I pray and pray yet no answer.

I just want it to end.

I want the pain to end.

I want to feel happy.

I want it so bad.

Why does nothing in this world bring me joy.

Why have you brought me to life.

This cruel trick.

You created a being who cannot be,

You laugh in your perch,

Watching me struggle,

You watch through this amusing drama of my life.

Laughing as I cry.

Laughing as I beg.

Making me feel these unforgivable feelings.

Making me feel forever broken.

I wish you could feel as I do cruel creator.

Feeling unloved,

Unwanted,

The feeling of wanting to not exist.

Day in and day out.

Cruel voices of you in my head.

Why must I break for your amusement.

Why have you put me in this show.

Why cruel creator why,

Please! just tell me why.

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