𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬. [𝗛𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗹𝗶𝘅 𝗙𝗙]

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 18

Trigger Warning: This chapter contains themes of abuse, talk about trauma,  and attempted sexual assault. Reader discretion is advised.

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Felix's pov :-

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"M-mom, please... I'm not lying," I stammered, the memory of his hands still lingering on my body, sending shivers down my spine. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I pleaded. "It's so uncomfortable...". "Go to your room right now!" she snapped, her voice sharp with irritation. "I haven't slept for three nights. Whenever I close my eyes, I feel his hands all over me, M-mom," I cried, desperate to make her understand the torment I was going through.

"Lee Felix! If you repeat this nonsense once again, you will be punished," she scolded, her words causing me to flinch. "N-nonsense? Mom, I'm telling the truth," I practically begged, the fear and frustration evident in my voice. "For God's sake, try to be strong for once" she yelled as she left her room.

I walked towards my room, tears clouding my vision, each step heavier than the last. Pushing open the door, I collapsed onto my bed, the weight of despair crushing me. The door creaked open again, and my heart sank.

"What did I tell you about telling anyone, huh?" his voice which belonged to my uncle pierced the silence, sending a shiver down my spine. "S-stay away, please," I pleaded, retreating to the corner of the bed, my breaths coming in panicked gasps.

He laughed, a cruel sound that echoed in my room, as he advanced towards me, his presence suffocating. "Hmm? What did I tell you, doll face?" he taunted, his hand reaching out to touch my face. "Don't touch me," I cried, my voice trembling with fear and disgust, as I recoiled from his touch.

"-Lix? Felix??" I heard someone yelling, and I opened my eyes in a panic. "P-please stay away from me," I whimpered, unable to see clearly through my tears. "Lix baby, you're safe. I'm here with you," came Hyunjin's reassuring voice, wrapping me in a tight embrace. Despite his comforting words, I continued to plead, "Please," as I sobbed uncontrollably into his chest, feeling utterly overwhelmed and disoriented.

Hyunjin held me close, murmuring soothing words as he gently rocked me back and forth. Slowly, the panic began to go away, replaced by a sense of security in his arms. "Shh, it's okay, I've got you," he whispered, his voice a calming presence amidst the turmoil in my mind.

As my breathing steadied, I pulled back slightly, meeting Hyunjin's concerned gaze. "What... what happened?" I managed to choke out, my voice still shaky from the remnants of fear.

He sighed softly, brushing a stray tear from my cheek. "You were having a nightmare, Lix," he explained gently. "You were crying and yelling. You seemed really scared."

Memories of the nightmare flooded back, and I shuddered involuntarily. "It felt so real," I admitted, feeling a shiver run down my spine. "I thought..."

Hyunjin placed a comforting hand on my shoulder. "It's over now," he reassured me, his voice firm yet gentle. "You're safe here, with me. Try to focus on your breathing, okay? In... and out..."

I nodded, taking deep breaths as Hyunjin guided me through a calming exercise. Gradually, the tension began to ease. I don't know if I should call it a nightmare or a flashback. "I-i was just nine Hyune," I spoke looking into his eyes. "I didn't even know about things like good or bad touch but I was sure I felt uncomfortable. But when I told h-her." Tears started filling my eyes again.