I'll Always Find You.

chapter 14

His kisses went down to my chest tasting my bare skin. He unclasped my bra making me open my eyes and look at him. His eyes were fixated on my chest as he slowly pulled the straps exposing my breasts. My heart beat went against me ,throbbing at its own pace. My breathing increased like crazy. What if he doesn't like what he sees ,what if I'm not appealing or I don't turn him on ?

NALEDI: Wait.
He looked up at me with a concerned face.

ZWIDE: What's wrong?

NALEDI: I uhm..

ZWIDE: Do you want me to stop?

NALEDI: No!
I said a little bit louder than necessary.

ZWIDE: Then what's wrong mama?

NALEDI: Okay Zwide I just, I feel like my body is uhm.

ZWIDE: Spit it out !

NALEDI: What if you don't like what you see ? What if I'm not as pretty as the other women you've been with, what if I don't turn you on ?

ZWIDE: Bullshit.

NALEDI: Oh really?

ZWIDE: Yes. Naledi you're overthinking everything, all you need is to take a deep breath in and trust me?

I indeed took a deep breath in and closed my eyes. He commenced and removed my bra completely.

ZWIDE: Open your eyes.
He said as he came in for a well needed kiss . I felt his cold hand gently reach for my breasts making my nipples hard. His head went down leaving my lips lonely and went straight to take in the taste of my brown buds. I looked down at him to see a focused yet hot Zwide holding my breasts like they were now his property in his hands making me yearn for more.

His tongue danced on my exposed skin . His hand slowly unbuttoned my shorts making me anticipate what was to come next. He quickly pulled then down and threw them on the floor . His hand reached for mine as he came up for a kiss ,gentle this time filled, with emotion.

ZWIDE: Do you trust me Naledi.

NALEDI: Yes.

ZWIDE: Good because I'd never do anything to hurt you.

He went down and slowly separated my thighs to be slam bam in the middle of my legs. I've watched movies before and I think I kind of have picture of what's going to happen next.

His lips touched the fabric of my underwear sending a tingling feeling up my spine.His hands held me by my waist keeping me in place.

Can I just mention how gentle and patient he's been with me so far kore I can't even explain it.

His finger slowly pulled my panties down as I held on to the covers of the bed beneath me. He picked up my legs, held them together with one hand and removed my underwear with the other. He pulled me by the legs nearer to the edge of the bed, opening my legs ,exposing every part of me.

ZWIDE: If you feel too much pressure building up , tell me . If you want me to stop ,tell me.

NALEDI: Okay.
I said shyly.

His tongue slowly danced on my clit making my body tense up. The faster he went the more the tension filled me up. My breathing skyrocketed ,my toes curled up. This was a feeling I've never felt before.
He began slowing down .

ZWIDE: Naledi.

Silence.

ZWIDE: I'm going to need you to relax for me.

NALEDI: Okay.

ZWIDE: You promise?

NALEDI: Yes.

ZWIDE: Good.
He came up for a kiss and went down again. This time he was using him entire mouth pleasuring me. Fuck it felt good ,too good.

NALEDI:Fuck
I whispered under my breath.
Wet dreamy sounds came from his lips and tongue sucking on my clit making my lower body rise up and dig into his face.

His hands held my thighs keeping me down. His pace increased, I couldn't keep it in anymore. I covered my mouth with my hand to suppress the screams that wanted to escape so badly. I can't take it...

NALEDI: Zwide!!
I yelled with pleasure finding its way to consume me. He didn't stop he only went faster.

Little rough groans came from him making him even more attractive.

I can feel it..I'm close.

''Don't stop.'', I whispered as I could feel myself about to release.

He rose up and gave me a sloppy kiss making me taste myself. Why'd he stop?

NALEDI: Why o le selfish tje?
I asked as he laid down next to me.

ZWIDE: One rule Naledi, you only cum when I'm inside of you. Understood?

NALEDI: Well I don't like that rule. I don't want it.

ZWIDE: What do you want?

NALEDI: You'll know once you give it to me.

I went down to unbuckle his pants but he took my hand to stop me.

ZWIDE: Don't even think about it.

NALEDI: Let me .

ZWIDE: My job is to please you and your job is to be pleased.

NALEDI: I'd appreciate it if you pleased me all the way.

ZWIDE: Ngizotholani uma ngenza njengokucela kwakho?(What will I get if I do what you ask of me?)

He asked playing with my palm of hand.

NALEDI: Uzokuthola ukulalela kwami Bab'Zwide.
I said with a sly smile on my face.

ZWIDE: Nguwe lo, okhuluma ulimi lwami kahle kangaka?
He asked with a surprised look.

NALEDI: Anything for you.

He smiled and I gave him a kiss.

He went down on me again with his finger playing at the entrance of my vagina.

ZWIDE: Kuzoba buhlungu kancane yezwa? But if it gets too much for you ,just tell me . (It's going to hurt a little bit okay)

I closed my eyes and felt his finger enter me. I clutched the sheets as a little pressure spiked pain. In went the second finger,he didn't even give me time to process the first one.

"Ah .".....

He slowly took them out and kissed my stomach.

ZWIDE: Naledi, you have to open for me. You're blocking me out .I can feel how tense your body is.

NALEDI: I know it's just that ..

ZWIDE: I'm not Kopano, or the other assholes that hurt you before mama. You have to understand that I'm not doing and what they did to you.
He interrupted.

NALEDI :I know Zwide, I want this but it's like my body is going against me.

ZWIDE:We don't have to rush into anything you're not ready for.

NALEDI: Okay.
He got off the bed and went into the bathroom. I heard a knock on the door.

MPHO: Aus'Naledi!

NALEDI: Keatla.
Fucking siblings!
I covered myself with Zwides gown and unlocked the door.

MPHO: Karabelo o teng.
She said trying to contain her excitement.

NALEDI: O teng kae, mo?

MPHO: Yes come.
She said pulling me by the hand. When we got downstairs I found Karabelo sitting on the couch with bruises all over his face.

NALEDI: Bathong Karabelo what happened?

KARABELO :You're fucking ex happened.