I'll Always Find You.

chapter 34

NALEDI: Sphe ke boyfriend ya ka .

ZWIDE: UTHINI?
He yelled making me cower at his tone.

Silence

ZWIDE: Naledi don't fucking test me. Im going to ask you again.  WHO IS SPHE!?

NALEDI: My boyfriend.

Rookie move Naledi, rookie move.
I don't even care anymore, I'm not about to deny my man just because he's jealous.

He started driving like a maniac ,drifting in the wrong places ,passing speed limits .

NALEDI: Zwide.
He's beyond angry at this point . He's clutching the steering wheel like it did something wrong to him.

This is why Zwide and I can't work,he can't control his anger, his emotions, his feelings. And in the end I'm going to have to pay for it.

NALEDI: You need to calm down Dingiswayo. Please.

I said with a pleading voice ,hell I was scared for my life.

He simply ignored me . We finally arrived to house almost familiar to his. Are my parents really alive?

NALEDI: Are my parents here?

ZWIDE: Get out.

I opened the car door and walked while he did the same. I followed him into the house and he poured himself a glass of alcohol.

NALEDI: Dingiswayo....my parents?

ZWIDE: Let me think okay! Go take a shower or something.

NALEDI: What? Heh baba ,YOU brought me here saying that my parents are alive and you can take me to them now o tlong tlela ka masepa?

He took another gulp and undid the buttons of his shirt. 

NALEDI: I'm fucking talking to you?!
I yelled.

He walked towards me and roughly grabbed me by the neck pushing me to the wall.

ZWIDE: Don't ever talk to me like that again . Am I clear?

My mouth went dry , I couldn't speak. I gave a nod and closed my eyes. This feeling is way too familiar. I can't this take anymore ,this feeling of wanting to give in and give up. He makes me weak and submissive and i hate that. Tears game gushing out my eyes as I broke down in his embrace. I hate myself for being this weak,for showing him I can't stand by myself no matter how hard I try.

He took me in his arms and carried me up the stairs. He gently placed me on the bed and I sat up wiping the tears from my face.

He sat close to me . Too close.

ZWIDE: I don't like seeing you like this Sthandwa Sam.

He cupped my face with his hands and turns it toward his face.

ZWIDE :Look at me.
I complied and did what he asked of me.

My water filled eyes were met with his light brown pearls that were filled with passion and lust.

My eyes traveled to his lips.

I know if I do this right now with him I'll be dishonest to my relationship with Sphe. I don't want to cheat.

Zwide on the other hand grew impatient and held me by the neck and placing a well needed kiss on my lips.

His lips were soft ,luscious and hungry.

Fuck it.

I straddled myself on his lap almost taking him by suprise. My famished lips dived onto his getting what they were yearning for. His hands made it to my hips.

He pulled away to look me in the eyes.

ZWIDE: Are you sure about this Naledi?

I got up off him .I began unbuttoning my shorts and took them off infront of him. His eyes scanned my body making me a slight bit nervous. I slowly took off my top to reveal my chest.

There I was naked infront of a man that once hurt me so much ,ready to give myself to him once again,while I had a boyfriend.

Yoh Naledi!

He reached for my hand and pulled me closer.  His hands made it around my waist and down to cares my thighs .

ZWIDE: You're so fucking beautiful.
He whispered against my sensitive skin.

I reached down to unzip his pants and to my suprise he let me.

A moment later he was nude ,letting my eyes devour his chocolate skin.

ZWIDE: Jump.

What?
I did as he said trusting him. He swiftly caught me and kissed me like his life depended on it.

He took us downstairs and placed me on the kitchen counter....

NALEDI: Zwide?

ZWIDE: Trust me.

He turned me around and stood behind me . He slowly lifted my leg onto the counter as he roughly entered me.

Damn ,he feels so good.

In and out of me he thrusted making me moan helplessly.

We went on for what felt like hours. In the kitchen, in the living room , in the shower, on his bed.....

This man never gets tired!

After the LAST orgasm I could fathem ,he got of the bed and fetched a towel to wipe me.

ZWIDE: I missed you.

NALEDI: I missed you too.

ZWIDE: I know.

Sleep came over me and a snuggled my head into his neck .

ZWIDE: Naledi.

NALEDI: Hmm?

ZWIDE:  I love you.

I lifted my head to meet his eyes.

NALEDI: Zwide ...

ZWIDE: Ngi qinisile .Don't ever leave me again.

NALEDI: Don't lie to me.Be honest with me Zwide.

ZWIDE: I hate that I can't be . Me being honest with you will end up hurting you .

NALEDI: What can't you tell me? Is it about my parents?

ZWIDE :Let me sleep over it . We'll talk tomorrow, how about that?