One week later.
The ghost.
- So I haven't seen him since then. Amelia concluded catching me up to date . I decided about 5 times i am going to kill Rosier. She insisted i could not, for some unbeknownst reason to me. However for once i could relate to her feelings. I hadn't seen or heard from that lying son of a..
- So what happened with Tom? Amelia asked making me curse out in my head. He persistently roams around my mind.
- Nothing.
- Uh huh . Amelia mumbled and smacked the back of my head so abruptly , but not with a lot of strength and i missed a step down the cobblestone road.
- Oi what was that for? I questioned and turned to look at her frowning at me
- Who you think you lying to Carnage? You are all pissy and moody more than usual . Your cursing every second word . So what happened? Amelia said and paused crossing her hands. The sun shone on her face , making her eyes lighter , while she scowled at me.
- I don't wanna talk about them. I said and her eyebrows shot to her forehead.
- Them? Matheo too? Oh what did you do? Amelia asked narrowing her eyes at at me. It made me laugh as i stared at her overly suspicious face. I missed her. I missed her a lot.
- Me? Nothing. I defended rolling my eyes and continued our walk down Diagon alley. I was going back home for "the holidays " although i'd hardly call em that. I have no clue where Elijah or Rebekah are. Rebekah writes , telling me stories about her muggle life. She seemed to have found another lover. Gods knows how long this one will last , but if she is happy i am. Elijah hasn't written. I suppose he had enough on his head to deal with. I sent Matheo a letter , but he never replied either. I suppose i had that one coming.
- You can not leave me at that! The books i've been reading are getting to my head. I ran like 1000 innapropriate scenarios through my mind already. Please put me out of my misery and tell me what happened. Amelia said and looped her hand around me dramatically.
- What kind of books you reading luv?
Another laugh left me as i looked at her flushed face.
- They are so enthralling i will give u one. Now tell mee did you kiss Tom or Matheo? Did you kiss both? She questioned with wide eyes.
- I did far more than kiss them Amelia . I replied and gave her a deadpan look. That made her jaw drop as she stared at me.
- You did not! Amelia exclaimed dramatically making me roll my eyes.
- In my defence i didn't plan it. It just kinda happened.
- Ohhh Merlin. The things that you do Carr.. was it good? It was wasn't it? With Those two it has to be. Everyone is drooling over them since Hogwarts. I mean personally Tom scares me i would never, Matheo can be nice sometimes. Amelia admitted making me look at her. She always got so shy on the subject. Like sex is some grave secret that should never be mentioned . I like this newer version of her. Freer.
- I see those books have opened your mind . Look at you all contemplating my sexual endeavours. I teased and she turned bright red again.
- Stop. She said and pushed i to my ribs making me laugh.
- So why are you so pissy then if you did what u said you did. You should be a bundle of joy and sunshine. She questioned with a laugh that killed mine. His face when i left flashed through my mind. Followed the feeling of waking up without Matheo. I hated it. I hated that i cared enough for it to bother me.
- They make me feel things. I hate it. I blurred out and she paused throwing me a look I couldn't read.
- You know all jokes and misdemeanours to the side . Eventually you going to have to let someone in Carr. I might not be a particular fan of either of them , but you deserve someone by your side too. Someone to make you happy you know. Amelia said as we turned a corner to Diagon Alley. It made me frown.
- Hapiness is an inconsistent, fleeting and fragile emotion. Besides it's not that simple. I bit out back defensively and fought the urge of images , that threatened to swarm my head.
- Isn't it? She questioned with her hopeful eyes .
- Enough talk about them. I don't want them roaming my head , more than they already are. I replied and she gave me another one of those looks i hated.
- Quibler ! Get your Quibler. A familiar voice echoed through the streets and I immediately spotted the strange girl with platinum blonde hair. She walked straight for us.
- Luna ! Hello it's been such a long time how are you? Amelia exclaimed and the girl looked up to her with a smile, some strange goggles on top of her head.
- Amelia . It has hasn't it? I blame the nargules . They make me lose time sometimes . Too busy looking for my shoes all the time. Luna said confusing me and Amelia laughed greeting her into a hug. I didn't knew they were friends.
- Hey Luna this is my best friend Carnage . Amelia said and pointed towards me.
- We' ve met before . She likes our newspaper. Helped me gather it from the ground. Luna said and extended a her hand , which i shook when she smiled brightly at me. Amelia looked confused and surprised.
- I most certainly do. Mind if i get a copy of it? I asked . It would give me something to do on my ride home.
She beamed at me and immediately reached for the bag on her side, extending the newspaper to me.
I reached in my coat taking out 3 galeons and extended it to her. She frowned at me pushing my hand away.
- It's free you can take it Carnage. She said smiling.
- Regardless , i would like to pay for it. You should't discount your labour like that. Even if it is for the good of the masses. I insisted and placed them in her palm. She nodded at me before turning to Amelia . They had some Hogwarts remanence conversations i tuned out , focusing on the front page
