Izhaar- e- Mohabbath

Aur ...

Meri Niyath fisal rahee hai that am craving for you Meerab!!!
Mathlab!!!
He came closer to her cupped her face.. maaf kardhona na Meerab!
Thum meri biwi ho!! Aur meri zindagee kuch bhi nahi hai tumarey binaa..
Murtasim control yourself we can't !! Its not easy to forget what all you have blamed me for.
I know and am very very sorry for that... sazaa ke liye bhi tayyar hoom !!
Tho sazaa hee hai Murtasim ... buss farak hai thumarey saath saath mujey bhi hai ye sazaaa..
Haan tho sahee my aur thum tho kaat lengey bachon ka kyaa?? Why should they?
She got awayy!!!
We are there parents busss yahee sach hoga not more than that!!
He was helpless again... teekh hai tho sign kardho naaa kyun nahee kar raheee ho..
Well if thats giving you hopes tho wait... she bought the papers and signed them!!!
Done its done from my end!
Its your turn ..
He looked at her and then papers.. snatched it and tore it!!
Thumarey uthna badaaa dil nahi haii.. i cannot do it as you!
I love you thats the fact and you love me too thats the truth!
Haan i love you but we can't leave together.. u broke my heart!! U thought i was cheating you at your back!!!
You blamed me for what not!!!
It was you who gave me reason to be this !!
And abb its again you who is irritating me frustrating me and giving me more reason to stress out!!!
Meerab!!aisey tho naa kahoo!
Y?? Jo hai wo suno..
Suntey wo hai jo baath hamein nahee maloom hothi hai!!
Lekin i know everything... i know how much i was wrong and how much am trying to figure things out!!
Figure nahi kar paaogey Murtasim!
Karloonga Meerab barosa hai mujey.
Kispar?? Mujpar?? Do not!!
Barosa mujey na tumpar hai na mujpar .... Barosa tho apni mohabbth par haii jo mujey majboor kardegi tumhey manaaney ke liye aur my koshish kartha rahunga haar manunga nahee.. chaloo sab chodo chai peelo.. ye tho hai hee abb hamesha ka!
She sat back and took her sip while Murtasim went back to his flat!

Meerab knows she is hurting him buttt the pain which she had was much more.
Murtasim came to his room and was recalling how easily she signed the papers..

Tho dinner hogaya tumara?
Haan dal chawal banaya hai!!
Mere liye hai toda?
Kyun tumara dinner nahi hua?
Isiliye tho poochraha hoom na meerab!
Well mainey sirf khudke liye banaya tha!!!
Soo bad!! Koi nahi i'll order a pizza! You want ?
Noo i already had my dinner so nooope!
Cool!
You shoudn't then !!
I won't.
The pizza arrived...
He sat down and was eating his slice!!
Yummmyyyy!!!!!
Meerab parted her eyes to him and the pizza!
U want meerab!
Naa i don't.
Okkk koi nahee but its soo tasty you know..ymyummmm
Okay only becausw you are asking me to have one i will!
Acha haa na am asking you loo khaao.
Well its not like i wanted to have but babies in me!
Ok yaar loo merey bacho ka pate bhardho!
Well mr khan they are more my babies than you!
Haa madam jee haa jaisey aap boley!
Then they got back to there earlier places!!
She from bed!! Murtasim!
Haaa bolo..
I was thinking you can shift on bed if you are uncomfortable!
Really he gotup in excitement!!
Woowowo i mean we can get a new bed for you in this room!I don't feel good when you sleep on floor!
Socho sazaa ki baath kehthi hoo na thoo ye mera andaaz hai sazaa leeney ka! And muje acha lagtha hai aisey atleast saath me tho hoom ek kamrey mein!
Haan buss baatey banalo aap! Sojao goodnight!
Goodnight..
Meerab !!
Hmmm... kya hai gdnight mathlab am sleeping do not disturb hotha hai!!
Well can i hug you for once... i wanna feel the kids!
Sojao murtasim!!!
Cool!!!
Murtasim couldn't sleep... after once Meerab slept he sat straight !! On floor near bed !
His face towards Meerabs tummy!!!
Baba wanna feel you babiesss!!! And I know it would be your mamma she will allow me one day!! Thab tak u guys have to wait along mere saath saath!!
Baba loves you both and eagerly waiting for you guys... mamma buss gussa hai mujsey lekin jab tak aap log duniya me aaogey thab tak my sab sort kardunga!!
Inshallah we will be the best support for you guys in this world.
He placed his hand 2 inches away from the tummy and gave a kiss !!
Gd night babies!!!
Murtasim then faced as such Meerab's face was visible to him and slept!
Same night Meerab wasn't feeling well she had severe headache!!
Murtasim!!!
He didn't woke!! She tapped his shoulder Murtasim!!
Haa haaann kya hua kya hua!! He wokeup panicked!
Sarr dardh horaha haii and am feeling uneasy!!
Ohhh!! Wait chalo walk kartey haii!!
He held her hand and was walking along with her!
U okay??
Naaa still i feel same.
Hospital chaley?
Lets see some more time and she sat resting her head on his shoulder.. he tapped her head to make her fall sleep.
And she slept after a while!!
He slowly adjusted her on bed and sat tapping her head.. resting his head on bed's headboard!

It was then morning she wokeup and saw how he was still in the same posture!!
With a slight move from her he opened his eyes!!
Wooo myyy just he was trying to explain!
Thank you for last night.
Heyy mera farz tha do not say it again!
And i feel it would be better if we go and visit doctor!
Hmm ok ..my freshup hothi hoom thum jao.

THINGS ARE CHANGINGGG'
But what if the storm comes back???
Am unable to decide who is wrong here...
She or He!!!