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insecure (fw)

This was a request! (reminder you can still request!!)

y/n's fingers scrolled endlessly onto her phone screen, taking in every pixel while she cuddled into her pillow. instagram was the current application she had opened, liking a picture every once in a while. finn was currently out shopping. finn and y/n landed in atlanta for a promotion on stranger things, which is why they got a hotel.

y/n liked another picture; a young woman, abouty/n's age (she presumed), smiling at the camera. she was so pretty. her hair was curly, but not in a messy way. her clothing was elegant yet not too elegant and a little relaxed. Her face was even, perfect even. 

y/n couldn't help but wonder if she could ever be as perfect as her. she hated how she looked. why did finn even choose y/n? she's ugly.

y/n let out an audible sigh, curling up into a pillow. maybe once she got the money, she could get plastic surgery. the overthinking got to her, just as it would to any person. silent tears stained the pillow she clung onto for comfort. 

she tried to stop crying, but couldn't. she even felt weak about the fact she cried over something so stupid. maybe finn should leave her for someone he deserves. 

groaning, she left her bed, leaving her phone onto the bed as she went to the bathroom. she stared into her mirror, directly onto her face and body. she was so deep in thought, overthinking nonetheless, she didn't hear the front door open.

finn's keys rattled as he dropped them onto the kitchen counter. "y/n?" he called out, walking over to the bed. he looked over to the phone that was dropped onto the fabric of the blanket. he saw the pictures of the woman y/n saw, scrolling through them.

he then realized what was going on. he ran over to the bathroom, knocking on the door before entering. "babe? what's wrong?" he asked as he jogged over to crying y/n. y/n didn't respond, turning over to face finn.

finn's arms dragged over y/n's waist. "i saw the phone, what's up?" he repeated, putting his finger under  y/n's chin to make sure her gaze didn't leave his. "why did you choose me? you could easily find someone who's prettier." y/n mumbled, her voice groggy.

"i chose you because i love you. not necessarily how you look, even though you're still gorgeous. I love you so, so much. I just wish you'd see yourself the way I do." finn answered, his eyes not leaving hers. "babe, don't ever think i wouldn't choose you. i love you." he finished his explanation, kissing her forehead and wiping away some tears.

y/n stood speechless, a small smile forming at the reassurance. "i love you," y/n whispered, putting her head on finn's chest.  "would you still love me if i was a worm?" y/n asked jokingly. "i'd put you in my pocket and take you on adventures," finn whispered, making the pair both laugh.

"jokes aside, don't ever reference yourself to those models online. you're so beautiful, please see and know that." finn whispered as y/n nodded. "i also brought instant noodles for you," finn whispered,y/n grinned.