Y/n
I stared at my reflection,tears threatened to fall. I looked horrible. My stomach bulged out ,especially the lower part.My arms were all flabby,my cheeks too puffy,my butt too big. I was hideous.
I sobbed ,still staring at myself to fine anything positive about it but all to no avail.
I was always the target of bullies. They called me all sort of names,cursed at me and made sure I felt worthless. I tried not to let their words get to me but it was really hard.
I sniffled, cleaning my tears with the sleeves of my cardigan. I went towards my drawer and brought a blade slashing my wrist with it. The pain eased my pain. It felt relaxing to stare at my bloody arm.I walked into school the next day,face down not wanting to catch any of my bullies attention.
" Hey fatso!" I heard Hannah, one of my bullies shout from across the hall. I groaned internally, speed walking trying to get to class before she caught up with me but she was fast. She grabbed my shoulder and yanked my body so I was facing her.
She was extremely beautiful,she had a strawberry blonde hair, perfect body and grey colored eyes making her look ethereal. I was extremely jealous of her and she knew. She smirked as she stared at my face. " Oh fatso, your cheeks seems to be alot puffier than they were yesterday,seems like you've over eaten again".
I wasn't my fault that I binge eat.I just have eating disorder from the thousands diet that I have tried. I want to stop but I can't. I always go back for seconds.
Tears rolled down my face as I thought of the abuse I was going to go through today. " Awww, fatso is crying,what a pity" she mocked with fake sympathy.
I tried to walk away but was yanked back by my hair. Pain was evident on my face but I made no sound ."I wasn't done with you yet" she gritted through her teeth , slamming against a locker. I let out a low yelp as she kicked, slapped and punched her insecurity out of me. I felt dizzy,black dots taking over my vision.I opened my eyes but immediately shut them. White walls were blinding. I observed my surroundings and putting two and two together,I knew I was in an hospital. Hannah and I were at the back of the school, people barely came there so how was I here? My thoughts were cut short when the door was pushed open, revealing the last person I wanted to see me like this.
"You're awake" He mumbled, staring at me. " How did you find me? " I questioned. He simply shrugged, avoiding my question.
" Why didn't you tell me?" He asked and I immediately knew what he was talking about.
" I didn't want to drag you into my mess" I replied.
" Your mess? You were physically and mentally abused for years Y/n and you didn't bother to tell me about it" he stated, sounding concerned.
I could only look down in shame. I hated being looked at with pity.
"I'm sorry. You are right,I should've told you but they are right. What is the point of fighting someone that is speaking the truth?" I wondered,tears already falling. I looked pretty pathetic.
" They are wrong and you know they are wrong. What is wrong with being a little chubby? You are healthy,smart and beautiful and that's all that matters" he comforted, wrapping his arms around me, pulling me into a hug as I sobbed into his arms.
He always knew how to make me feel better and I loved him for that.
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