BTS IMAGINES AND SCENARIOS

Jealousy✿ (Min Yoongi/suga)

I'm so sick of myself
I'll rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else
My jealousy, jealously

Y/n
I stared at the her picture over and over. Another picture came into view and it was her again,in a bikini. Another picture and another,maybe stalking her page isn't the best solution. I sighed , dropping the phone,tears falling. I looked at myself in the mirror and cried even more. My cheeks puffed out a bit too much,my thighs huge,my arms flabby,my face asymmetrical.
I've done everything,counted my calories and still I never looked good in mom jeans. I wished I was like her. Blue-eyed blondie, perfect body. Maybe I should try harder, I should lower my expectations. I'm no quick-curl barbie.I was never cut out for prom queen.
I walked into the school always and unfortunately bumped into the power couple. It was Yoongi and her,again. I see her everywhere now. She was even living in
my head, telling me starve myself and die. I wanted to take her advice so bad and I almost did. I looked up and instantly made eye contact with Yoongi and for a moment,I saw sympathy in his eyes. He felt sorry for me because I was and looked pathetic. I lowered my head again, mentally praying for the day to end.
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I sat on the slightly comfy bed. A hospital bed isn't supposed to be comfy but this one felt nice. I was able gather enough money to fix myself. Fix every flaw,to look perfect,even more than her. I explained to the surgeon how I wanted to look like but he looked at me like I was crazy. He explained the risks but I didn't mind. Beauty is pain right?.
The doctor sighed but went ahead with the surgery. A nurse came and injection something into my IV bag. I slowly felt dizzy, thinking of my new look and Yoongi.
Maybe if I get more pretty, he'll like me?

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Inspired by the song prom queen by beach bunny and jealousy by Olivia Rodrigo.
-Wakeelah.