Dear my Lord God and my lord jesus,
When I was a child i remember my parents separating and fighting and i was only just two years old and I was taken into care and everybody used drugs and hit each other, and I remember going hungry and thursty and never having any money, and i remember being locked inside with drunk foster parents and they wouldn't let me out of locked rooms which had feces on the walls and urine on the floor, and i remember vicious dogs attacking me, and i remember being assulted on the street, pickpocketed and beaten by gangs, and i remember being harrassed with murder threats and i remember being violently and pysically and emotionally and mentally abused and i remember i was never loved... i remember i only wanted somebody to love me and i hated myself.
Amen.
Dear God and jesus,
I remember how much I hated myself and i just wanted to be a happy and better person and one day a friend of ours offered me drugs and i felt on top of the world and i loved who i was, i was a completely different and confident person!! I was happy, i really felt happy, and i decided this was ... well, i knew no better because i'd grown up around it and i thought it was normal but i had a good reaction and i thought drug use was normal and i took it all the time, every day, and i didn't realise what would happen to in the end... i knew there was something wrong because i didn't want sociaety and my friends to know and i kept it a secret from those who didn use but i been told to not tell them and i am only a boy...
Amen.
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The Grace of God
SpiritualA true story about a young man in deep waters and great termoil who turned to God and knowing exactly what Jesus's parable about riches and money meant, became an entirely newly created person, reborn in the name of GOD.
