2 bjje tak college se free hokar, Tejasswi.. seedha Karan se milne ke liye nikal jati hai..! At first she was about to tell Shivin.. par usse andar se feeling nahi aa rahi thi.. ke He should know about this!!
Jab woh aur Karan sach mein dost ban jayenge..! Toh woh bta degi!! Right now, it's just didn't seem right.
Tejasswi ke jane ke baad Shivin was all alone. Karan toh 12 bjje hi chala gya tha!! He wasn't in mood to go home!! Toh woh college mein rehna decide karta hai!! He went to cricket playground to see & meet few people.
Karan talked to his mother over phone.. they talked about this new hotel.. & also he invited her to come home..!! She was in London right now!! Looking out for their buisness. But instead of her coming... She ended up inviting him & Shivin to London. And he promised... This summer vacation.. they will definitely come there.
Apart from this.. usse apne papa ki bhi help karni thi.. party ke liye..!! His father was originally from Punjab.. Delhi ka zyada idea nahi tha!! Toh uske papa aur Shivin ke papa... Delhi mein.. kafi time baad Hangout karne wale the..
So he was going to help them.
Between all of this.., he forgot!! ke usse Tejasswi se bhi milna tha..
Tab yaad aaya, jab woh uske ghar ke bahar khadi thi, entry ke liye wait kar rahi thi!!!
Karan let her in..
This is the second time she came to his house. And Karan was nice to asked.. he asked for coffee, snacks... Or whatever she wanted.
But she refused and had water only.
Drawing room mein hi woh baat kar rahe the, par Tejasswi wasn't comfortable there!! Because there were so many people!!
Koi parde change kar raha tha, koi bulb theek kar raha tha.. aur ek maid toh straightly Karan ko hi dekh rahi thi, Karan usse kuch keh bhi nahi raha tha!!
She requested him to go somewhere private..!!
So he takes her into his room.
His room was big..!! Like really big. Tejasswi was definitely belong to a middle class family.. but she never acted like one.. but today!! For the first time.. after watching Karan's bedroom!!! She was shocked!! His was big and all... Was cool thing!! Because Shivin ka bhi vaisa hi tha.. but his Room was something else..
It looked like some kind work of fiction!!!
"Amazing room!!!" She commented.
"Yeah... My favourite place in the whole wide world..." He was proud.
She sits on one of the couch in corner and he sits on his bed.. as usual. "So.. what do you want to talk about???"
"Batati hoon, par pehle yeh batao.. one of your maid.. why was she looking at you like that???" She suspected.
"Her name is Marina aunty!!! She is not my maid.. she is more like a family.. my Mom told her to watch over me.. all the time.. in fact abhi bhi woh room ke bahar baithi hongi.. just.. in case if I need her!!!"
"She got salary right???" Tejasswi said coolly.
"No...!!!!" Karan replied.
"Tum mazaak kar rahe ho naa??"
"I told you, she is more like a family..!! And families don't get any salaries... Now come to point..!!"
Tejasswi tried to get off her mind... And finally talked about her stuff "okay first of all... I want to thank you.. about Shivin stuff, I know tum sochoge ke yeh toh koi bhi kar sakta tha..
Par kisi ne nahi kiya, nobody ever told me about my self-esteem, but you did..!!
Anusha is my best friend.. it never really occurred to her either.
Humne zyada samay nahi bitaya.. par jitna bhi tumne mujhe samjhaya.. that was a lot, zyada log aisa karte nahi hain!! So it really means a lot.
Secondly... Shivin is good to me, he is more caring.. concerned about me!!
Toh mujhe khush hona chahiye naa???"
"Haan.. yahi toh tumhe chahiye tha"
"Sirf 4-5 din mein hi pta nahi mujhe kya ho gya hai Karan!!! I don't know why..!! I feel like.. it's not enough... Whatever he's doing.. I don't feel really... Really....." And she stopped.
Karan thodi chinta se usse dekh raha tha.. "really... What???"
"I don't really feel anything...!!!, and now... He wants to have sex with me.. I don't know what to do!!"
Yeh sunte hi Karan ke liye situation thodi awkward ho gyi thi.. woh sex ke bare mein usse baat nahi karna chahta tha.. but....
"Toh mana kar do!!!!" He said in one breath.
"Haan.. par problem yeh nahi hai, problem is.. why I am feeling like this??? Aaj se 1 mahina pehle all I wanted was to have sex with him.. but look at me now!!! I want to avoid it...!!! Mujhe kyaho gya hai??? Achanak se hi???
I feel like ke agar usse kiss karti hoon.. toh guilty feel hota hai.. sex toh door ki baat hai???
Toh I want to ask you . Is it normal?? Or why it's happening??" She finally let it out..
Karan takes a deep breath.. usse toh khud samjh nahi aa raha tha ke yeh sab kya bol rahi hai!! Matalb ... She should be happy with Shivin... But she's not.
"Guilt kis baat ka????" He asked out of curiosity.
"To cheat you....!!!!" She said in a low voice!!!
Yeh sunte hi... Karan weirdly usse dekhta hai.. "excuse me????"
"Yeah... This is bothering me from last 2 days!!! I am trying my best not to think about this.. but.. I can't!!! I don't feel really okay with this."
"Me neither... Mujhe lagta hai.. ke tum overthinking kar rahi ho, let it go.. He's yours..
Just like you wanted him.... Main beech mein kahan se aa gya?? Aur mujhe cheat ka kya connection hai?? I don't really care.. and also don't even wanted to know..!! This is your personal stuff.. you & Shivin..
So solve this with him... Not me!!!
Just because I helped you once, doesn't mean.. I can do it every time.. sometimes you have to figure it out on your own.. there is nobody can save you, what is waiting for you.. not me... Not Shivin... Only you can help yourself.
And why are you thinking about me.. in the first place???" Karan said it all... At once..!!
Tejasswi wasn't angry... She felt little okay with herself.. "I guess... I have to figure it out on my own!!!" She said with a smile.
Karan's words.. hit her hard.. this time!!
She has never met a guy like this before!! Never..!!
She was so cocooned by all the men around her..
First his father.. who always protected her.. then her brother... Who always led her the way.. then Shivin... Who always told her what to do!!! But Karan was different... He always tried to tell her.. that what she can be??? What is she capable of??? Not some kind of insecure girl.. who always wanted someone to hold her hand.
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Not a Fairytale (Tejran)
FanfictionTale about friendship and love. Everyone knows that Love wins all the time.. will this time it'd be different?? because it's not a FAIRYTALE.
