Tejasswi, Karan ke bare mein kyu soch rahi hai?? Being back with Shivin makes her feel she's cheating on Karan.. why is that???
In sab sawaalon ke jawaab Karan ke paas nahi the.. aur naa hi Tejasswi ke paas..
She has to figure it out on her own.
Apart from this conversation...
Tejasswi requested Karan to be his friend..?
Karan wasn't sure about this!!
Pehle he somehow helped her, since then she was trying to stick up to him..
"Okay .." he knew it ke woh peecha nahi chodegi.. iss liye woh dosti ke liye haan kar deta hai!!
Tejasswi was happy about it.
"Haan.. dosti ka matalb hello.. hi nahi hota, you have to be there for me, you have to help me.. whenever I am gonna need it!!? Okay???" She wanted a validation for herself through Karan's friendship.
"Toh tum ab apne sare relationship advices mujhse logi???" He questioned.
"Ho sakta hai.." she said childishly.
"Isse kya ho jayega?? All want you to be enough.. by your own brain.. apne descisions khud lena seekho Tejasswi." He told her again.
"Haan... Par tum help nahi kar sakte kya???"
Iske baad Karan kuch nahi kehta...
Usse toh khud samjh nahi aa raha tha ke woh yeh sab kar kyu raha tha?? Usse kya hi zaroorat thi?? Shivin ko pta chal gya ke main hi Tejasswi ka dimaag bhar raha hoon.. toh woh kya sochega??
Karan bas in sab cheezon ke bare mein hi soch raha tha.
After this conversation.. Tejasswi left.
Karan takes a deep breath.. aur ab uska kaam karne ka mann bhi nahi kar raha tha!!! He just lay down on his bed!! And try to think about something else..
But Tejasswi's thoughts were all around in his mind.
Usse samjh nahi aa raha ke yeh kyu ho raha hai?? Woh Tejasswi ko itne saalon se jaanta hai, par kabhi uske bare mein nahi socha.. until now??
Ab hi kyu??? Aisa kya ho gya ke woh sapno mein bhi aa rahi hai.. aur uske bedroom mein bhi aakar chali gyi..!! Karan was worried about his thoughts.
Shivin college se apne ghar aa gya tha aur dinner ke baad woh hi Tejasswi ko call karta hai..
Usse ab yeh sab thoda ajeeb lag rah tha.. kyon ke it's been while .. ke usne message Kiya ho.. ya call Kiya ho!!!.. but these things matters for Tejasswi.. so he was on the track.. to make her happy.
"Hello... Teju...!!" He said with so much love in his voice.
"Hi... Shiv..." She tried to reply with same tone.
"What's going on????"
"Nothing.. just trying to learn cooking from my mom."
"Really??? For me???" He got excited.
"Maybe... Or Maybe not!!"
"Hm.... So mujhe tumse kuch baat karni thi.. kya yeh sahi samay hai? If you are with your mom.. toh we can talk later..." Shivin asked.
"Haan.. bolo, kya baat karni hai???"
"Hamare beech sab theek hai naa???"
"Matalb???" Tejasswi ko uski baat samjh nahi aayi thi..
"Well, you seem off lately!!!!"
"Explanation doge???" Tejasswi questioned.
"Well... On our relationship's 5th anniversary you took me to a hotel.. and when I asked you, you ghosted me!!! Why????"
Tejasswi ek lambi saans leti hai aur sochti hai ke ab kya bataoon?? "It's just that I am not ready anymore!! I don't feel like doing it!!!"
"Why?? You don't trust me anymore?? Don't you me anymore???" Shivin got tensed.
"Nahi aisa kuch nahi hai, par iss waqt mujhe feel nahi ho raha hai.. it's like my body is not allowing me to do it...!!!" Tejasswi tried to explain.
"Yeah... And I am asking for a reason??? What changed???"
"I guess I am...
I am changed... "
"Itne se dino mein???"
"Tumhare liye woh itne se honge, for it felt like years .. you were ignoring me.. you were not picking up my calls... You told Karan that.. you want space!!! I felt like a shit...
Ke main tumhe bother kar rahi hoon...and you are just trying to get rid of me...
I felt like I am stupid and everything between!!!" Tejasswi let it all out
Shivin ek dum se chup ho jata hai.. deep down he knew.. he did wrong.. He litterally treated her like a thing... And this time she felt.. and she feels it way too bad..
"I am sorry teju... I didn't mean that...
I was just exhausted... But now I've realised.. and I want to be with you... I can do anything to remove that feeling from you... I am really sorry." He apologized immediately.
"Well then... Try to understand me..!!!" She replied.
And disconnected the call.
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Not a Fairytale (Tejran)
FanfictionTale about friendship and love. Everyone knows that Love wins all the time.. will this time it'd be different?? because it's not a FAIRYTALE.
