I fucked up. I fucked up so badly. I sat at my desk while they talked on and on about shit I didn't care about. My finger tapped my thigh over and over again. It was like a drug and I needed another fix. She was a drug. It took everything in me to drive away from her place last night without having her gag on my dick. I wanted to fuck her senseless for having me so infatuated with her. I dropped her off and couldn't help but see her balcony door was open. What if someone had climbed up there and hurt her? I couldn't shake the idea that maybe just maybe she left it open for me. So I climbed up there and heard her moaning my name. I wanted to fucking shake her. I watched as she touched herself eyes closed thinking about me. I hated her for making me feel this way. I couldn't help but go inside to see her and when she opened her eyes, I expected her to scream. I wanted her to scream. I needed her to be scared of me. She held no fear in her eyes as she seen me. She was supposed to be scared. She was supposed to push me out and call the police or something. Not let me watch her. And when I tasted her, I couldn't believe it was real. Her arousal on my tongue was the best thing i've ever tasted. She was undeniably delicious. I had to leave. I needed to leave but when she came apart I held her down covering her mouth and she grinded on me. This woman grinded on me and almost made me come in my pants like a fucking teenager. She was insatiable and it took me by surprise. I stared into her eyes as she came again but I couldn't help but kiss her.
Her soft lips against mine were perfect and my tongue swirled in her mouth as I tasted her. She didn't kiss me back though but I devoured her mouth loving the taste of her. I pulled away realizing that I almost completely lost my mind and hurried out of there. She called my name as I left and I knew that if I didn't leave then I never would have.
I told myself that I would stay away from her. She wasn't my type. I would only hurt her. She wants love and affection and warmth and I was none of those things. I have to stay away. Yet, I cannot help but think about her and it's been a week ever since. I downed my drink and saw Tyler looking at me.
The meeting adjourned and it was just me and him in my office.
"You look like hell" He said and I nodded
"Thanks" I said looking at my glass
"You've been like that all week man" Tyler said standing up and grabbing a drink for himself "When's the last time you got laid?"
"It's been-"I started. When was the last time?
I looked at him and he smirked.
"I'm throwing a party here tonight. Let's get you laid" He said and I rolled my eyes"Whatever" I said walking out the office. Maybe I do need to get laid.
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The music blared through the house and I downed my fifth drink. I was drunk and yet the noise in my head still persisted. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I sat on the couch and some girl sat on my lap.
"Cameron. Long time" She said smiling and I thought about how she said my name compared to Lia.
No. I'm not thinking about her. I kissed the girl whose name I had no clue of and she kissed me back. My hand ran up her dress and she moaned. It didn't sound like Lias moans.
What the fuck was wrong with me?
"Let's go upstairs" I said to her grabbing her hand and she stood up.
Bodies parted at me walking through the crowd and then I saw a pink dress similar to the one Lia wore. No way. It couldn't be. Some guy stood in front of her hand to the wall behind her. He cornered her and she laughed. I moved closer to get a better look.
"Cameron. The stairs are that way." The girl I completely forgot about said
"Meet me upstairs" I said to her and she nodded going upstairs
I needed to see for myself if it was in fact Lia. I got closer and saw her bright smile at that guy and my jaw clenched. I grabbed the guys arm twisting it behind his back and slamming his chest to the wall next to her. Lia looked shocked and then looked at me.
"Leave before I kill you." I said to him
The guy nodded and I let him go. He ran out towards the front door.
"Why would you-" She started and I grabbed her by her throat
"Did he touch you?" I asked and she looked fearful. There. That's the look I wanted.
"No" She said
"Why are you here?" I asked her
"Tyler invited Cat and she wanted me to come with her." She said
"You don't belong here" I said "This is not the place for you. You're going home"
I grabbed her hand pulling her towards the front door but she halted in her steps.
"I'm not going anywhere. You're not my father" She said and I backed her up against the wall
"The things I want to do to you are far from father like Lia." I said staring at her
"Lia!" I heard the friend approach. Lia's eyes shifted to her friend.
"Are you okay?" The friend I'm guessing who is Cat asked her.
"I'm fine" Lia said and Cat looked at me well more like glared at me
"Back off of her" Cat said and I looked at her smirking. I backed away with my jaw clenching and Lia went over to where Cat was. "Let's go get drinks"
She pulled Lia along with her to the bar and I watched her walk off in her pink dress and silver heels. I ran my hand through my hair and all I could think about was the way her thighs squeezed against my face as I tongue fucked her while she screamed my name.
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Mafia Men IV: Rossi
RomanceThe Fourth Installment of Mafia Men. This books follows the story of Cameron Rossi, the cousin of Christian Rossi, as he finds his way to power, self discovery, and even love. This is his story.