Chapter 42

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I waited and waited in my office for a response from Lia. Tyler sat across from me polishing his gun.

"I don't understand why she didn't just come back with you" Tyler said

"She didn't want people to get hurt." I said "I chose to trust her"

Tyler smiled at me and I looked at him suspiciously . "What?" I asked

"Nothing it's just good to have you back."He said and I nodded

"I'm sorry for the hell I've caused you." I said and he smirked

"You was causing me hell way before Lia." He joked and I glared at him

"You know what I mean" I said

"Yeah apology accepted. Only favor I ask is that if I'm ever spiraling, you have my back." He said and I nodded

"Of course" I said

"You might want to work on your apologies. It's a long list. Especially Ellie. I talked Miles out of murdering you after you went off on Ellie." He said and I groaned

"I went off on her? When did I see her?" I asked

"A couple weeks ago" He said and I was shocked

"I'll make sure to talk to her." I said "Hopefully by then I'll remember what I said"

The phone buzzed on the desk and I grabbed it quickly.

LIA: I just made it back. I love you so much Cameron. I'll call when I can. And I won't entertain any other alternative either.

I sighed when I saw the message and leaned back in my chair. My hand ran through my hair and I let my shoulders relax a bit.

"Good i'm guessing?" Tyler asked and I nodded

"Yeah." I said

I couldn't stop thinking about the alleyway. It's been four months and it was like I was going through withdrawal. Lia was the finest drug and I was her own personal addict. Taking her against the wall as she told me she loved me and spoke about our future did so much to me. I almost forgot what she tasted like , the way she wrapped around me, how wet she got when I put my hand around her throat. I almost forgot the face she made when she was coming or the way she would kiss down my chin and my jawline while I was so deep in her. Just thinking about it set me off once again and just like any addict, I needed another fix soon. I can't go without her no longer.

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Lia POV

I turned the ringer off on the phone and hid it in the vent above the bed. Eli came out the shower with his towel wrapped around his waist and I laid in bed reading. Upon arriving back, I showered extensively to rid of Cameron's smell unfortunately. He sat on the bed at my feet and looked at me.

I looked up at him and he smiled. "Yeah?" I asked and he shook his head

"Nothing. How was your day?" He asked

"It was absolutely delightful. I do wish you could've been there however." I said

"I agree. Probationary terms, I must stay in the territory of the house. They'll be here so quick to
ship me back and that can't-won't happen again. Can I be honest with you?" He asked

"Of course." I placed my hand on his that rested on the bed

He looked at our hands and his tightened softly around mine.

"I didn't think you'd come back today. I thought it was a plan to leave to run from me. But you came back to me, why?" He asked me

Because I hate you.
Because I want to be here when you take your last breath.
Because I'm finally ready to play this sick game you've been playing with my life all these years.

All of these were logical answers that instantly came to my mind but none I could voice.

"Because when I left I felt empty so empty, but now I get it. I feel it in my very soul in my bones. I'm back and I feel alive something I haven't felt in so long." I said which was true. It was so true except for the fact that it had nothing to do with Eli and everything to do with Cameron.

He smiled and his lips connected with mine and I fought the urge to gag. I deepened the kiss and he moaned. He moved the book and crawled on top of me and I felt him pressing against my stomach rubbing himself down to my middle. I threw in a moan and he was so excited.

"I can't stop thinking about what I saw this morning. You. All of you. I want to fuck you so badly it hurts Lia. I know you're not ready for that though. It's just you say these things and you look at me in a way that I think you do want me too. That you're just scared of enjoying it."He said and I looked at him

"I'm just not ready." I said lowly

"I'll wait forever for it if that's how long you want me to wait." He said "whenever you're ready I'll be"

I nodded. He rolled over next to me and just stared at me. "I'll need another shower." He said getting up and going into the bathroom.

I laid there fighting the urge to vomit and I thought about Cameron about his hands on me today. About how deep he was in me. About his kisses and his mouth on my breast. I felt myself get wet all over again from thinking of him. I needed him just as bad as he needed me.

"I'm going to get something to drink" I said

"Okay i'll be here if you need me" Eli said and I hurriedly opened the vent and grabbed the phone. I went downstairs hiding the phone in my sleeve. There were fewer guards at night than during the day. I made it to the downstairs bathroom and shut the door. I powered on the phone. I looked at the time and it was 12am. What was I doing? This was so risky. I just couldn't help myself. A text message came through.

UNKNOWN NUMBER: I can't stop thinking about today.

It was sent an hour ago.

Me: I can't either. I'm undeniably wet thinking about it

The response came instantly.

UNKNOWN NUMBER: Don't Lia. Please don't do that.

Me: I missed your lips on me. You inside of me. The way you slammed me against the wall and fucked me relentlessly Cam. I'm so sore and in a fucked up way I am glad I am because it reminds me of how you fucked me.

UNKNOWN NUMBER: Are you touching yourself love?

UNKNOWN NUMBER: Are you touching your pussy and thinking about me?

UNKNOWN NUMBER: Don't fucking ignore me Lia.

I felt my hand run down my stomach and into my pants. I leaned the wall and rubbed on myself. I moaned softly.

Me: Yes and I'm so wet Cam

UNKNOWN NUMBER: I know love. I know. Perhaps I track your phone and stop by while he's asleep and push you down to the ground and fuck you until you're creaming around me.

UNKNOWN NUMBER: Or I come over there and put a bullet between his eyes and fuck you covered in his blood. So then he'll understand that you're fucking mine.

I felt my legs shaking and my pussy throbbing as the orgasm came. I held the phone to my chest and covered my mouth to hide the moans. I breathed heavily dropping to the ground and caught my breath. What scared me the most was that his second text was the one that made me come. Hard.

UNKNOWN NUMBER: I hope you came hard because that's the last time you will without me.

UNKNOWN NUMBER: I'm not a dirty secret and I will never be one. I'm choosing to trust you to solve it your way but I'm giving you a week. You have one week to do it your way and then we will do it mine. Get some rest my love.

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