Mafia Men IV: Rossi

Chapter 9

Lia POV

I woke up and Cameron was gone. I sat up in the bed and looked at my phone to see the time. It was 3:23pm. I sighed. My shift at work didn't start until 8pm. I got up and went into the bathroom. I saw a bath towel, a wash cloth, a tooth brush, and a bottle of body wash. I smelled the body wash and it smelled just like him. I relaxed when I smelled it. What was wrong with me? The man basically kidnapped me and I got naked for him. I groaned and got into the shower washing all the shame off of me. His shower was amazing and I couldn't help but think about him in here with me. Whenever I'm around the man i'm insatiable. I don't know what was wrong with me. I shook the thoughts and finished showering. I wrapped the towel around me as I stepped out and brushed my teeth and washed my face. I felt good. The sleep I had last night had been the best i've had in years.

I didn't want to think about the sleepless nights I've had because of him. I will not give him anymore power over me. Elijah was in prison. He cannot harm me anymore.

I dried off and used some lotion that he had in the bathroom that smelled like him. I put on the t-shirt and hung the towel up. I grabbed my phone and texted Cat to let her know i'm okay. If she knew I was here with Cameron she'd kill me. She absolutely hates him when I should too. I just can't bring myself to hate him completely. He's controlling and demanding and an asshole. But at the same time he's caring and gentle and no Lia. He's a bad guy. We don't fall for the bad guys. Not anymore. Not after Eli. If Eli were to see what the hell Im doing with Cameron he'd kill him. He'd kill me. I won't shake his last words to me.

When I get out I don't want anything different about you.

Im sure with that meaning my virginity. He's never touched me or laid a hand on me but he was verbally abusive. Elijah treated me like a child. He wanted me to stay innocent. I'd wear something shorter than my knees he'd call me a whore. I'd talk to someone who was male non flirtatiously and he'd call me a slut. He caught me touching myself one night and he tied me up. I didn't understand him. I hid into my own shell hid my sexuality because of him.

Eli was my best friend and somehow I fell in love with him. At first he was sweet to me. He was a protector. He saw it as his duty to protect my innocence and it got destructive. He destroyed anyone who tried to do so. It caught up with him when he went to prison for murder of some guy who tried to sexually assault me. I mean it was the one good thing he's ever done for me but after he went to prison I promised myself that I'd stay away from the bad boys.

Cameron is the bad boy. Just like Eli was. Cameron is a killer. Just like Eli was. But Eli never touched me not once. Cameron was a whole different story. But I wanted Cameron to touch me. I wanted to touch him. All these years no one has ever gotten close to me like Cameron has and not only do I want him to take my virginity but I don't know if anyone else will be able do it better than him afterwards. Will he toss me aside after getting what he wants? I can't fall for him. I can't fall for him. He will break my heart just like Eli just because he wants control over love. Power over love. He's just like Eli. But why am I so drawn to him?

I went downstairs and heard some guys talking. I needed something to drink. I went into the kitchen and got some water. I poured myself a glass and heard a throat clear. I turned around and saw Tyler.

"Lia" he said and I smiled

"Hi" I said and he smirked

"Gosh you're stunning." He said and came further into the kitchen. He got a glass for himself and I poured water in it too.

"First time I've ever seen you drink water" I joked and he chuckled

"That's because scotch cannot be topped" He said and standing next to me "Tell me has Cameron touched you yet?"

These men were so blunt. I blushed at the question.
"That's none of your concern." I said clearing my throat

"I mean it is-" He started

"Leave before I shoot you." I heard his voice and my body froze. I turned around and saw Cameron standing at the doorway with a suit on. He looked amazing aside for the fact that he was furious. His jaw was clenched. His hands casually in his pockets. It made him even more scarier.

"We were just having a chat" Tyler said and they stared at each other. Tyler had a smirk on his face while Cameron had a glare. Tyler put his hand up in surrender and looked at me.

"I'll see you around Lia." He said walking out the kitchen with Cameron's eyes on him the whole time.

Cameron came over to me and grabbed me by my elbow tightly. He pulled me upstairs and into his bedroom. He shoved me onto the bed and closed the door behind him. I've never seen anyone this angry.

"Did he touch you?" He asked me and I shook my head no. "What did he say to you?"

I didn't want to repeat it. I knew that he'd be in big trouble with Cameron if I told him.

"Nothing" I said and he stepped closer to me

"You're lying. I hate liars Lia." He said and I shook my head. "Okay"

He sat on the edge of the bed next to me. I looked at him confused and he grabbed my ponytail pulling me to lay over his lap. My t-shirt rose up as I laid on my stomach exposing my bare ass to him. This was wrong so wrong yet I couldn't help the need to clench my thighs. His large hand softly ran over my ass.

"What did he say to you?" He asked tugging tighter on my ponytail craning my neck back to look him in the eyes.

"Nothing." I said and he smirked but it was a sinister one. Not the cute one he'd give me. Far from the cute one. I was in for it. But why was I excited?