Mafia Men IV: Rossi

Chapter 39

~~FOUR MONTHS LATER~~

Lia POV

I rolled over and he smiled at me.
"Good morning beautiful" Eli said and I smiled at him

"Good morning" I said

He pulled me closer to him and kissed me on my chin and down my neck. I moaned as his hands roamed my body.

"You feel so good baby." He moaned in the crook of my neck "When are you going to let me feel inside of you?"

"We spoke about this I'm not comfortable yet, Eli." I said

"No rush baby. I'm sorry for bringing it up. I just I can't help how my body reacts to you." He said

I smiled and kissed him on the lips. He deepened the kiss and hovered me. I felt his hardness press into my entrance but our pajamas posed a barrier.

"Fuck Lia" He moaned rubbing himself against me. "You don't know what you do to me"

I ran my hands through his hair and moaned and he smirked kissing my lips then my neck.

His phone rang and he groaned. He ignored it but it kept ringing.

"You might want to get that" I kissed his neck and he moaned

"One minute" He said sighing and getting up and going out the door to take the call. I heard the sound of his footsteps decreasing. I ran into the bathroom after locking the door and to the toilet. I puked into the toilet and sat there as the tears in my eyes built up. I wiped my tears and sprayed air freshener. I quickly put toothpaste on my toothbrush and brushed every part of my mouth to get rid of his taste. I left the water on as I silently cried to myself.

It's been four months since I called Cameron and let him go and I've been miserable ever since. I had to make Eli believe that I was over him. I've been withholding sex with him for as long as I could but it would get closer and closer and I will die before I let him inside me. That was my plan to keep going until I couldn't take it anymore and end it. Part of me still hopes that Cameron would come rescue me but I know that he's given up. I know that he's not looking for me. I wouldn't look for me after what I said.

I showered and heard Eli knock on the door and I opened it when I got out. I plastered my fakest smile on my face.

"You showered without me" He frowned pulling me close to him as he sat down on the edge of the bed

"I'm sorry" I said and he smiled

"Can I see you?" He asked

My smile almost just almost faltered.

"I just want to see you. Please. We don't have to do anything beyond it." He said and I looked at him.

"One condition." I said and he smirked.

"And that is?" he asked

"You get to see underneath my towel for me to have one day outside alone" I said and he frowned

"We have outside at home" he said and I rolled my eyes walking off in my towel. He grabbed my waist pulling me onto his lap.

"Fine. Where do you want to go?" He asked

"To town. I want to see other people. The city area" I said and he looked like he was in deep thought.

"This is not a plan for you to run?" He asked

"Run where? My home is here." I said and he nodded

"I'll send a driver with you and you'll be in the car at 4pm back by 6pm" He said and I nodded "Okay deal. Now. Towel"

I smiled and he unwrapped the towel from around me and he stared at me. I felt so weird underneath his gaze. I was on his lap completely naked. His hand ran up my thigh towards my pussy.

"Eli" I said and his jaw clenched.

"Open" He said pushing my legs apart and looking at me bare. His finger ran down my belly button and over my entrance. He was so hard underneath me. He looked at me and dropped his hand.

"You're gorgeous Lia" He said and he wrapped my towel around me helping me off his lap. He towered over me.

"Your driver will be downstairs in an hour. Don't make me regret trusting you." He said kissing me on my forehead and the walking out the room.

I let go of the breath I held and hurried to get dressed.
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I had the driver bring me by the library. He told me that he'd be waiting in the same spot until 6pm. The ride from where we were was 2hours. I looked at the time and it was 2pm.

I went to the library hoping to find Cat there because she works there and she wasn't. I cursed myself. I could've sworn that she had work today. I went out the back door of the library to the other street where the driver wasn't parked and hoped to find her at the bar which was a couple blocks down. I went into the back entrance of the bar and saw it pretty empty in here. I would've thought Cat would be here for happy hour. The apartment would be too far. If the driver was to check in on me in the library it would be too far for me to turn around. I sighed and turned around to leave and bumped into someone.

"Sorry" I looked up and into his eyes. The eyes that I dreamed about every night. But it wasn't the same eyes. These eyes were different. They didn't look at me the same. There was no joy in them. There was only pain. These eyes didn't change when it saw me like they normally did. They told me to run and run far away and pray I never saw them again and that's exactly what I did. I ran.