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🖤🌑☂️☾✧☽☂️🌑🖤
- 𝔽𝕀𝔽𝕋𝕐 -
𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖
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tonight was sans first performance in the club. he'd be doing his first song with hongjoong and hyungwon and he couldn't even bring himself to feel excited about it all. he felt nervous, anxious, like a mess of emotions not because he'd be up on stage or anything of the sort- simply because he knew wooyoung would be there to watch. san was sat in front of his vanity, working at his makeup at his own pace. he was lucky he hadn't had anything to do before this performance, because of the absolute shit show of his head he was going much slower than normal, zoning in and out and such. he barely even heard his phone buzz while he was getting ready, only turned to look over when it had buzzed again.
woo
hi love
seonghwa hyung and i are on our way
san felt his chest ache seeing those messages.
two simple lines.
a greeting and a confirmation for how bad tonight would go. he reached for the phone, putting down his eyeliner pen with a shaky breath, eyes scanning over the texts over and over and over because it was all he could do. then another string,
woo
i assume you're getting ready so i'll leave you to it
you'll do great
i love you <3
see you soon
san
i love you too|
i love yo|
i lov|
i|
he put his phone back down, wiping away the tear that slid down his cheek, it took everything in him not to answer wooyoung, not to call him just to talk to him about nonsense until he got here. san did his best to calm himself down, he blotted away at his teary eyes with a tissue, finished up his eyeliner and fixed his mascara. then he stood up, walking over to where his outfit hung by the door, pushing all his loud thoughts to the side-
