Redemption

Chapter 10: Jealousy

We've been playing around and you know kicking it. I'm actually having a really good time. Well except for the way Cam keep looking at me. Like wtf did I do to her she really trippin. I'm just tryna have a good time and kick it with the crew. Ya know? But naaaaw somebody wanna ruin all the fun!

"Aye Rudy... Carri over there. She said come here.." Jamal told me as him and his girlfriend approached. Peep this his female still don't like me... Dumb as female! I caught Cam give me a stank look and rolled my eyes making my way to Carri.

"Sooo you can come to the beach but can't text me back?" She asked as soon as I approached her. "See I was bout to but... I was going through some." "Mhhhhm come on take a walk with me... Or we can get in the water together." "Okay let me go tell them I'll be back." "What they is your body guards?" "Girl chill. Ill be back."

I left her standing there and went back telling Jamal and them that ima go chill with Carri for a lil bit. "What you telling him for?" Jamal girl asked. My mind was telling me to slap the hell outta her but naw. Ima let her live! "Tsss.. Bitch." I heard Cam mumble. I aint reply to her mad ass either. Of course his girl and Cam had some slick to say but fuck them!

"Aight come on ugly." I told Carri once I got back over to her. She linked arms with me and we began to walk the beach. "You look gorgeous today." She said kissing my cheek. I ain't even blush cause bitch don't kiss me. We ain't in no relationship. "Rudy I like you... and I want you to be my girl."

I stopped in my tracks and unlinked our arms. "Man Carri what I told you? I ain't tryna be in no relationship nor do I have feelings for anybody. I'm just coolin it Ya know?" She frowned her face up at me and pushed me to the ground. Like she literally just pulled this bitch ass stunt. I'm already pissed the fuck off and she wanna try me.

Next thing I know we fighting. I must admit her manly ass strong as hell but I ain't goin out like no punk. Every punch she hit me with I came back 3x harder. I thought I wasn't gone blink out but I did. I felt my hands just get Buck wild and I went insane. Like naw don't put your hands on me like I'm a fuckin simp bro!

"Just chiiiill Rudy!" I heard Jamal's deep voice say. I came back to reality as he picked me up from on top of Carri. I looked down at her and noticed her once sexy ass face all bloody and split up. "Jamal let me go! She hit me first!!!!" I was kicking and screaming for him to let me go but he wouldn't. "Chill out Rudy cause ion got time for security or nobody else." He carried me to the spot we were once in and made me sit down. I had a scratch on my face and on my legs. I felt them burning and I felt the blood leaking.

"Jamal why the fuck you always running to her aide? You fucking this bitch?!" His girl went off. "Shut the fuck up!!! Shut the fuck up! I do not want your man he don't want me! You acting stupid as fuck! If he wanna be with me he'd have no chance!! I like girls!! Not nigguhs! Get that through your thick ass head. Just like I just whooped Carri's ass you can get it too!" I screamed all in her face. She kept quiet though cause I know she don't wanna get that ass whooped.

I sat back down and Erin brought me a napkin and something to drink. "I ain't know you like girls." Mari smirked. I shot her a bird and she held her chest with her mouth open. "Yes everybody I like girls. Yes I did have a boyfriend But I was just trying it out. We were together for a while I had a thing for him but something was missing... And it occurred to me that I don't like boys. And I don't wanna be in no relationship, I don't have feelings! That's why Carri just got her ass handed to her."

While I was talking Cam was all ears. She was deep into the conversation staring me down. We made eye contact and she walked off. She acting like her dumb ass attitude phase me. I can careless. I told her I don't have feelings so she need to chill.

"Let me talk to you Rudy." Melvin told me as he extended out his hand to me. I grabbed it and we walked towards the water. "Wussup Mel?" I asked as we got far away from everybody. "I talked to Cam. And I know whats wrong." He said. I ain't really care cause what the fuck I DON'T CARE! I nodded my head and he kept going. "She's pushing you away cause she like you a lot Rudy. She say you acting all hard and stuff like you don't want her when you know you like her."

"Mel. I told Cam from the beginning that I don't have feelings. I don't wanna be in no relationship. I don't wanna feel like I have to keep looking over my shoulder to see if somebody tryna hurt me. I'm not ready to be with anybody emotionally or physically. I just wanna find myself first. Find my inner happiness. Y'all know how my life is. I don't wanna be pressured you know?" I hate repeating myself to people. But I have to let it be known. Melvin obviously want me to feel sympathetic for Cam but I don't..

"I feel you Rudy. And when you say you don't wanna feel pressured I understand. I'll talk to her and tell her to back up cause of how you feeling. But you good lil sis. Or should I say Ali." He started throwing jabs and punches at the air. All I could do was laugh. I pushed him towards the water and ran. Of course he caught me and DDT'd me in the water. As soon as I came up I saw the rest of the crew running towards us and adding on to the fun. Jamal's girlfriend made sure Jamal kept his distance but I ain't mind. Thats still my brother.

The rest of the day was great. No more drama from nobody. Cam wasn't around and Carri had left. So my day was good! Hell me and Mari even rode jet skis! I've never had so much fun in one day! I hope this happiness stays.