Redemption

Chapter 14: Losing Myself

Cam

I sat in class staring at the seat that Rudy is supposed to be in but she didn't show up. Our Pre-Calculus teacher Mr. Jones was taking role and when he came across her name the room got silent. He marked her absent and kept it moving. This was unlike Rudy she love school and I know her mom won't allow her to miss a day. Hm...

As the teacher went over the bell work I pulled out my phone and text Rudy to see where she was. Once I sent the text I put my phone away and took out a pencil and paper copying the equation down.

20 minutes went by and she ain't text back. I frowned my face up and could tell something wasn't right. "You okay bae?" I looked to my right and completely forgot Tara was next to me. I rolled my eyes at her and shrugged her hand off my shoulder. "I'm good." She snatched her hand away and I continued doing my work.

Oh let me properly introduce myself. My name is Camryn Ciara Lawson. Yes I'm a stud, I'm 5'11, 153 pounds (of steel) yup. I'm a bright skinned girl with long hair that i sometimes want to cut but never have the balls to. Id say Im sexy as hell like most females but I ain't checkin for them except one.

I'm a cool sensitive person, I hate being ignored and left out but if I have to I can take it. I grew up in the ordinary Nuclear family. Mom, dad and kids. I'm the oldest of four kids. I'm 17 turning 18 December 30th. Yea I attend Los Angeles High and I'm a cool ahh dude. I got a girlfriend but she ain't all that important. I know she cheating but I can careless I want Rudy but she dont want me back. That don't mean I won't keep trying.

I was wrecking my brain thinking about Rudy. I couldn't take it no more so I jumped up and raised my hand. "Is something wrong Camryn?" My teacher asked. "Um yea can I uhh go to the bathroom?" He nodded his head yea and grabbed the pass walking outta the bathroom.

On my way there I bumped into Melvin. He stay coming to school late. Cause of his grandma she ain't really doing good so he take her to an old folks home while he's at school. "Wussup bro. You seen Rudy?" I asked him getting straight to the point. His smile faded and he looked to the ground. That was weird. "Oh naw bro. You know where I been..." I nodded my head but studied his face before walking off.

That nigguh know some I don't know. Ima find out one way or another. I shook the thoughts outta my head as I walked into the girls bathroom getting stank looks from some females. "This is the girls bathroom and I am a girl... I've been going here since forever y'all better tighten up." They rolled their eyes and rushed outta the bathroom leaving me there alone.

I pulled out my phone and dialed Rudy's number. It rung 3 times then went to voicemail. I called again and it tung longer this time before going to voicemail. I called one more time but this time it went straight to voicemail. I gave up after that... I sat there thinking for a little bit then decided to tell Jamal to meet me. Once he replied he coming I walked out and made my way towards his class.

"Wussup bro?" He asked dappin me up. "You seen or heard from Rudy?" I asked looking at the floor. "Bro you sprung as hell and you ain't even get none yet!" He joked. I pinched his arm but got serious. "No bro she ain't answering at all for me nor is she even in school. I asked Melvin did he know anything he went acting funny." I explained. He pulled out his phone trying to call Rudy too but got the same results as me. I hope she okay man forreal. Ion know what I'd do if I lose her.

This girl got a strong hold on me and I haven't been knowing her for long. I'm bout to lose my head man "ion know what to say bro. I'll keep trying. And I'll ask Sylus and them you ask Mari them and we gone figure this out. Ill send Cayla by her crib later to see wussup. Don't worry. Go get your education." I nodded my head at him and we parted ways going back to class. I really hope baby girl okay though.