Cam
"You look good today ma." I told this Spanish girl I was spittin game to. She smiled at me showing off her dimples and kissed my cheek. "Thank you sweetie.. Are we gonna go out tonight like you promised?" She asked with heavy accent. "Yeaa I mean ion-" I was cut off by everybody oweeing and awwing... My eyes followed where everyone's gaze was and I swear rage filled my entire body.
There she was... Rudy Mitchell walking the halls with Rory all hugged up and all that other bullshit. She was smiling and looked happy as ever while Rory whispered in her ear and kissed her cheek. That hurt cause I really wanted to be with her. Well I wanted to be with her and Tara... I ain't wanna have to choose.
I looked at the crew who was engaged in a different conversation and averted my gaze back over to where they were walking towards us. I mentally rolled my eyes and sighed loud causing everyone in the crew to look at me. "Hey everybody!" Rudy said all perky and stuff. She went down the line hugging everyone. When she got to me I hugged her long and tight. Rory glared at me but who the hell cares?
"What y'all got goin?" Jamal asked smiling at Rudy. "Well everybody since y'all my friends I wanted to tell y'all first even though its obvious but Rory and I are together." She chuckled. I rolled my eyes and turned my head but still listened. "Damn that's wussup I'm proud you finally found yourself and some that makes be you happy. Take care of my sister." Jamal said I'm guessing he dapped her up.
"Aw man you lucky bro!" "You got a good one." "I'm happy for y'all!" "Don't leave us hangin bro come around still." They all gave their inputs and all that crap. Once it got to me I looked everybody up and down and walked off. I got class with Rudy right now too ohhhh looooord lucky me lucky me. I shook my head as I entered the classroom first.
"Hey Cam.." "Heeey boo!" "You look good today Cam!" "You okay boo?" "Caaaaam!" I heard everybody speaking to me and all that but I was out of it. I feel hurt and all the feelings of sadness. Ion know what I did wrong.. Ion wanna be her friend I wanna be more than that but naw look who in the picture. Rory abusive ass.. When she go to beating her ass she'll be mine just wait on it!
"Whats wrong with you?" I heard Rudy say sitting down in her seat next to me. "Nothing just don't wanna be bothered." I snapped. I felt her chair scoot a little away from me and she started her work. "You guys have a quiz today I hope you're ready!" Our pre-calculus teacher said making us sigh. "You gone help me?" I asked Rudy. She side eyed me and continued reading the text on her phone. Me being me I kinda leaned over and read the text.
~Rory Baeee:
Aye bae you coming over to
have dinner with me tonight?
Or ima have to be lonely again?Uhhh sorry bae.. I gotta study
tonight. But I promise you that
I'll let you spend Tuesday
night with me...~Rory Baeee:
Okay baby.. I gotta go. Peace.
i Loveee youuu!I Lovee you too baaabe!
After that conversation I just read ion wanna even live. They love each other?? Already? They just started going together. I know they been knowing each other for 3 months now but damn! She ain't even let me get with her. "Man Rudy you gone help me?" I whispered as the teacher walked around passing out the tests. "Didn't you say yeen wanna be bothered man? Why you still talking to me the fuck outta here." She yell whispered back.
I was in complete shock. She aint never talk to me like that. She must be really mad at the way I've been acting. But who cares ion like the fact that she going with this girl. I skipped through my thoughts and started working on this test. I looked down at it and the numbers just started swirling around. I looked over at Rudy paper and she was on the last problem already! It only took her 2 minutes to get done with it. I coughed to try and get her attention but she ignored me and took her paper to the teacher. Bitch.
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Rudy"Who is it???" I called going to the door. It's 9 o'clock and I'm just getting good out the shower from work. I've had a long day I'm just ready to get my clothes on and start studying. Gina had to stay after work to do some stuff so I'm here alone. "Its me.." the voice called from the other side of the door. I opened it and in walked Cam. I looked at her weird and held the towel around me tighter.
"What you want Cam?" I asked slightly irritated. She sat on the couch and just stared at the blank t.v. I left her there and went to throw on me some clothes. Once I had my jammies on I went back into the living room with my phone on my hip just in case she got wrong. "Wussup?" I asked after a while. "Rudy I'm hurt...." she whispered.
I rolled my eyes obviously knowing what she was talking about. "Cam if you gone try and stop me from being with Rory it's not gone happen. She make me happy and she who I wanna be with. I know we had a thing but you was confused Cam. Yeen know if you wanted me or Tara so I walked away. I'm not fina be nobody second choice. Rory came along and made me happy. Get it together man..You better than that. You can have any chick you want bro. Cut it out!" I snapped getting offended.
"Rudy. Im happy for you and Rory and all that lame shut but I'm hurt cause I can't give you that happiness that she give to you. I hate the fact that I know you liked me but I can't have you as my girlfriend. I'm hurt cause I loved you more than just a friend. But I'm too late to get my shit together now." She said letting tears fall out her eyes. "Its okay Cam. You still can be my close friend and you can still make me happy. Just in a friend way. We not made for each other. So be happy and move on with your life." I told her giving her a hug. "Let me go man. This some bullshit ion think we need to be friends." She said getting up to leave. "Well fine then. Yeen hurting nobody but your own self dumb ass!" I snapped getting loud.
I walked behind her to the front door and opened. Once it fully opened I noticed Rory standing there in a knocking position. My eyes grew wide as she looked from me to Cam. I dropped my head and turned to walk away. Cam smirked at her and walked away to her car. She knew what she was doing cause I knew she read them texts. This was a set up.. what the fuck. Cam ain't no good man.
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Redemption
FanfictionI am Rudy. I sometimes find it hard to understand the concept of life. Or am I not looking for my destiny... my calling. Whatever it is why am I not happy? Happiness for me is an eternity away. I guess I'll never find it, it won't hurt to try though...