Redemption

Chapter 40: Give me the right reason to stay

Rudy

      "Can I talk to you for a minute?" I asked Rory. I waited a good couple of minutes after that stare down with Cam then I decided to go talk to her. She stopped walking and sat on a nearby bench I guess waiting for me to start the conversation. "So wussup?" She asked sitting up rubbing her hands together.

     "Look Rory I'm so sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for leading you on and I'm really sorry for making you look stupid. I feel so freaking stupid for letting you down cause you were the one who helped me learn to love. Rory I wanna be around you all the time. I wanna go to sleep and wake up next to you every day. But I see I can't do that because of how dumb I was. Please forgive me is all I ask you to do. Just be my friend. Nothing more nothing less." I was broken at this moment. I felt tears running down my face and snot Oh my gosh it was running too. I knew I looked a hot fuckin mess but my heart was lookin waaaay worse.

     I washed my face off with my shirt and sat there staring at Rory while my tears were still flowing. "Rudy..." she whispered I guess tryna get me to calm down. I continued to cry while she stared at me with those intense gray eyes. I was now heaving and inhaling rapidly like a lil kid. She smirked at me and pulled me to her letting me lay my head on her chest.

     "I love you Rudy. But what you did wasn't right. You said you love me so I expected you to be real and to not do me how everyone else did me. Thats why I'm taking this so hard. I don't forgive you but I will..." she stopped and took a deep breath then continued. "I will... let you be my boo thang again. Ion see why we can't start over. We all make mistakes and we all learn from them. I'm just hoping you learned from it. I was tryna leave you for good but you got my heart and these past couple of days have been hard... You my world Rudy I can't lose you man." She said nearly in tears.

     I looked up at her and smiled small. She just don't know how much what she said meant to me. I know she gone hang this over my head but I refuse to mess up again. My intentions is to make her happy and get that you know that love back that we had until I messed us up. Life with Rory is like life filled with fortune. She's all I need and want plus more. I don't know how I managed to mess up but I swear I won't again.

     "You just made me happy all over again Rory. I won't let you down I promise. You got my heart too." I said with a wide cheeky smile. I leaned in giving her cheek a kiss making sure she caught butterflies which I knew she did cause she smiled. "Ha so you just gone take her back like that? Daaaamn so we could've had sex and you could've gotta away with it Rudy." Cam said butting into our moment.

     Ion know where she came from or where her lil girlfriend at but she here and I'm ready to issue out that ass whoopin I owe her. "Maaaan you-" "Uh Uh Rory. I got this." I said cutting her off and standing up face to face with Cam. "You know you got some really big ass balls to be here right now tryna start some shit! I been owing you an ass whoopin since the first time you ever crossed me. I thought I boxed that Rudy away for good but you know what. Na." I snapped causing her to step back a lil. I'm glad she did cause that gave me enough room to cock back and hit her dead in the jaw. Then there we was. Fighting.

     Not really blow for blow more like her pulling my hair and my fist kissing her face. I thought studs were supposed to be like nigguhs. I'm guessing the bitch came outta her cause it's over and done with now! I'm on top dumb ass! Every punch I sent to her face was even harder the next time. This is all my anger. All the pain she caused to me and Rory. I fell into her trap being stupid now look who's hurting. "Dumb stupid Bitch." Was my last words before being snatched up and carried away by Rory. More like running cause I saw security chasing us. She led me to my car and told me to follow her ASAP. Then she left me to go find her car.