Redemption

Chapter 12: Friends With Benefits

     "Please let me make it up to you Rudy..." Cam whispered in my ear. I avoided her all during the day and now look. She right here in my room sitting on my bed turning me on. Ughh, I can't stand her at all. When I got out the shower she was at my window looking like everything plus more.

     "Naa Cam I let you apologize. And I accepted it, that's enough. You need to..." I was cut off by her lips being attached to my neck. Snatching away wasn't even an option because of her hands gripping my waist. Whhhyyy? "I'm sorry Rudy." Was all I heard before she laid me back and climbed on top of my.

     Her lips finally detached from my neck and moved to my mouth. I wouldn't even call it a kiss.. This girl was making love to my mouth with hers. The kiss was so passion filled I felt myself melting in her grip. I had stars and butterflies doing tricks in my tummy causing me to moan in between the kiss.

     At this moment Camryn was making me feel like the only girl in the world. She's everything I've always wanted and dreamed of. Until I snapped back into reality. The fuck am I doing? This girl got a whole girlfriend and I know she gone catch extra feelings after a taste. I cant do that to her.

     "Cam we can't do this... we gotta stop..... You got a girlfriend Cam. Stoooop." It's like I wasn't even talking. She got me feeling like I was talking in my head. She completely ignored me and went to taking off my shirt. And guess what I did? ....I let her. I sat up and let her slide my shirt off my arms. She ain't even have the shirt all the way off before she attacked my collar bone leaving love marks and bites. I was loving it.

    "Caaaam... You gotta.. You gotta stop.... Please.. We can't do this..... we just... just friendss...." I could barely get my words out before she unclasped my bra causing it to fall past my arms. "Shhhh.." I laid back and let her do her. What's the harm? I ain't tryna catch feelings she better not either.

     I was in a wonderland feeling her suck and lick all over my breast. The feeling was like walking on clouds. And I ain't wanna come down from this moment. ...

     "Rudy? Open the door.." my mom said from the outside of my room. My eyes got huge as hell. I suppose Cam already knew what to do cause she tossed me my shirt and got in my closet. I threw my shirt on and his my bra under my pillow then got up to open the door. "Why your door was locked? And why you sweating?" My mom asked.

     "What you want ma?" I asked blocking her from coming in my room. "Oh umm me and Travis going out. Keep an eye on the kids. They in the guest room sleeping." I nodded my head and closed the door back as she walked back downstairs. I locked it back and went to get Cam outta the closet.

     As soon as I told her she could come out she was right back tryna get me. But I ain't vulnerable right now. "We cant Cam. Just chill. Ima go downstairs and get us some snacks then we can watch movies okay?" She looked like she wanted to disagree but gave in and sat down getting comfortable. Just watching her drop her pants and come outta her shirt is a turn on. Ughh!

     I left outta the room making sure I locked the door and headed downstairs to get snacks. As I made my way into the kitchen I bumped onto Travis's perverted ass. He just stood there biting his lip and winking at me. Dude just don't know I'll kill his ass. I shot him a unit and went back to minding my business.

     "Alright Rudy we leaving." My mom said coming into the kitchen. She had on a skimpy short black dress with some black red bottoms. Her hair was bone straight and her jewelry was too flashy and so was the nasty make up she had on. I guess she thought she was cute whatever. I walked them to the door, locked it, and went back to the kitchen getting chips, fruit, fruit snacks, and drinks. Once I had everything in my grip I checked on the kids who were sleeping and then went back to my room where Cam was waiting.

     "Alright let's get this slumber party started!" I laughed while putting the snacks on the dresser. "Cool cool." Cam said as she sat up on the edge of the bed and rubbed her hand through her hair. As I was walking past her to get the remote she pulled me over to her.

     Her hands were holding my waist and her lip was in between her teeth while her eyes were on mine. "Rudy you gone be mine whether you like it or not one day." "Yea one day but not today." I chuckled to myself and grabbed my remote and we got settled in the bed eating our snacks.

     Once we finished eating and watching our movie we got settled under the covers. Face to face I couldn't help but to kiss her. I wrapped my arms around her neck and pulled her close. Her hands made their way to my butt and she pulled me close. I made sure to deepen the kiss extra cause I was really feeling it. I was ready to give her my all but I can't.

     "You don't wanna be my girl but you can kiss me. You shot out ma." She laughed nudging me away. "Shut up. You loving it though." We both laughed and continued with our kiss. It made me feel a certain type of way. I felt warm all over. I ain't gone lie. Cam do make me feel a certain kind of way but I'm not ready for a relationship. But this right here is just ugggggh!

     After a while I found myself straddling her waist and deepening the kiss. She was moaning and all into the kiss. I know I know. I'm just that good. I broke the kiss off and smiled at her. "Go to bed ugly." I kissed her one last time then laid my head on her chest and laid there thinking till I fell asleep.