𝐃𝐄𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒 | 𝐁𝐗𝐁

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"Whats wrong honey?" 

I was writing a thesis non-stop at the kitchen table in the middle of the night with Kate's arms around my neck. I took off my glasses, closed my eyes to pinch the bridge of my nose, and gently pulled Kate onto my lap.

From this angle she positioned her body upside down over my hips. When her knees hung over the edge of my legs, she wrapped her arms around my neck and nuzzled her nose against mine and sighed, "I know you've been under pressure lately, you've been working hard on your thesis, and I totally understand, but we haven't even touched each other properly. Is something bothering you, Ben?"

"I'm fine baby." I nuzzled my nose against hers as I moved my palms up her upper legs in her tiny shorts, "I promise, okay?"

"I just miss you," she said, crashing her lips against mine once, "That's all. If there's something going on in your head, I want to know."

"Do you know what's going through my mind?" I moved my hands to her waist and from there to her round hips. Holding Kate tightly, I lifted her off my lap and placed her ass on the table, "I'm fucking you right here, right now."

Her eyes widened, not in any sort of protest. I realized it had been a long time since I had been inside her. How could I do this when I carried so much anger inside me, anger towards Matt? It cannot be restricted or suppressed. Even though the days have passed since his departure, it has been overwhelming and hasn't eased one bit.

"Don't," I hissed, raising my arms and quickly lifting my shirt over my head, tossing it to the floor and keeping my eyes on Kate to prevent her from copying my movements as my hands went to my belt, "Keep your hands off of you unless I say otherwise."

I could see her breathing quickening. Kate wasn't used to my dominant attitude towards sex. I was never dominant towards her. I didn't command her in bed, there was no hard slapping or hair pulling. Until that moment, everything was static, nothing but what it was supposed to be. Nothing extreme. But now, with the magnificent rage tingling in my groin, my cock hardening, it was unthinkable.

I pulled my pants and boxers under my ass, my hands quickly gripped her hips and I wasted no time in kissing her, letting out a deep moan as Kate slid her ass forward on the table and pressed it against my bare cock.

"Who are you?" I heard her moan, "And what did you do to my boyfriend?"

I thrust my fist into her hair and pushed her off the table to quickly pull her head away from my lips and guide it towards my cock. Kate jumped up, dropped to her knees, and I felt the warmth of her palms enter my hips. It was obvious that she was very impressed by my masculine and raw attitude. 

She wasted no time and wrapped her mouth around my dick. She swirled her tongue around the tip of the damp head, causing my head to fly back and my eyes to close. I thrust my hips forward quickly as I pressed both hands over her head, Kate wasn't expecting this at all, but I didn't have time for games. I pushed myself in until the tip of my cock touched her throat. My hard shaft was wet with her saliva and fit perfectly in the groove of her mouth.

I heard her gag a few times but I didn't care. I began to twist and thrust my hips as I pulled Kate's hair tightly. I started fucking her mouth. While holding her head in a fixed position, I delivered brutal blows to her throat. I didn't mind her nails digging into my thighs and I loved it. My eyes were tightly closed. Then an image floated through my closed eyelids and seeped into my mind. In Kate's car. The sickly warmth that hugs my cock tightly belongs to another mouth this time.

Matt...

I started slamming into her so fast that I didn't notice Kate's head hitting the counter a few times.

I pulled her hair and pulled her mouth off my cock, leaving her almost wild like a drooling dog. "On your knees, on the counter...Now."

She fulfilled my order very quickly. I reached for her ass in front of me before going down. I ripped the tiny shorts off her ass and from the weird sound I made while doing so I thought she was torn. I gave her right ass a brutal slap and placed my rock hard cock in my palm to line it up with her. Kate was shaking like a leaf. She was ready for me. I could see the wetness oozing between her thighs. I moved my cock between her wet folds a few times, she howled as I slapped her sensitive clit.

I had a hard time thinking about anything else like my girlfriend's bare ass in front of me. But images I didn't want continued to invade my mind. The thought of Matt took over me. I moved towards Kate, pressing my knee against the table. She was so wet that I had to slowly bend my hips forward for my dick to slide inside her. So I did, going deep inside Kate before she even had a chance to breathe while she was on her knees for me. 

In one move, I pushed inside her all the way to the base. Louder moans came from her than I had ever heard before. I wrapped the hair that fell on her back around my fist and started fucking her very hard.

So much so that when I entered her, I didn't even give her a chance to get used to me. It was tight around me, I loved the feeling.

"It hurts, Ben. Slow down..." I heard her say as I continued to slam my hips into her mercilessly.

My head flew back, my eyes closed and I started thrusting harder. What was I thinking?

"Ben, slow down please..."

"Just shut up, I'm so close..." My palm unconsciously closed over her mouth to silence. Kate's breath caught in her throat, I wrapped my hand around her neck and started lifting her up and down on my dick, rocking her.

"Ben, stop!"

Matt...

While I was fucking my girlfriend on the kitchen table, I wondered what he was doing. Am I on his mind? Did he finally fuck my sister? Like I told him to do... Idiot... Ben, you idiot...

I accelerated until my balls were hitting Kate's ass and she screamed so loudly under my hand, "Stop right now, you bastard!"

I opened my eyes and clenched my jaw as I saw her ass quickly slamming into my belly. But do I see what it is? For me, is the person I'm making love to really Kate? Now, here, is this me? Holding back the thin layer of sweat running down my bare chest, the sweet pleasure throbbing my temples, and the ecstasy that made my balls feel like they were about to explode, I made a few final thrusts and exploded inside Kate.

Finally, after a few minutes, when it was all over, I slowly walked away and went out. To hear a small sob coming from Kate. I leaned down and put her hand on her back, but I must have been too high up for her to realize what I was doing. As soon as my hand grazed her skin, she quickly backed away, jumped off the table, and I was about to say something when I saw her terrible face. Her eyes and face were wet, and this was definitely not due to the intensity of our previous lovemaking.

I was about to apologize when a huge slap hit me in the face.

"Kate..."

"Don't do it!" A high-octave scream escaped her lips as she pointed her finger at me, "Don't touch me again."

"Kate, I didn't mean to do this..." I said in an unrecognizable voice, "I... I'm not like that. You know I'm not. I don't know what I was thinking at that moment."

"I'm going to the bedroom," she hissed in a very harsh but still trembling voice, "Don't come after me. You're not sleeping next to me tonight."

It was embarrassing to see her cry. The reason I broke up with Matt was because I didn't want to hurt Kate, and now look what I did. I felt intense disgust with myself. 

When I heard the door to the bedroom that once belonged only to Kate but now belonged to both of us, I pulled my pants over my ass and walked into the living room and collapsed on the couch.

What did I do to become one of those fools I always pitied?