September 22nd, 2022
Same Day 10:57 pm
Semaj Shaude Brown
Speeding down the road, I glanced down at my speedometer. I'm going 92 miles right now. Niggas wanted to wait till Siah got to Ayariah's crib, but I'm not. I don't care if that nigga Yasir lives after tonight. If the police show up at her crib, it's whatever. If I get locked up, I still wouldn't give a fuck. Ayariah just got that place and this nigga up in her crib and raped her while she's unconscious. I won't even know how that shit happened unless she wakes up. She never put those cameras up she got because she didn't know how to. But after tonight, I'm making her move back in with me.
Hearing sirens, I glanced in my mirrors. I'm almost at the hospital, so I'm not stopping for shit. I sped up and tightened my grip on her hand. Less than 2 minutes later, I pulled in front of the hospital with two police cars behind me.
Leaving my car on, I got out and rushed around to the other side to get her. Just as I opened the door and unbuckled the seatbelt around her they came out of the car.
"Sir I'm gonna need you to step back" the lady spoke first.
"Not doing that" I mumbled as I lifted Yari out of her seat.
"Step back" the male pushed my arm back.
"Wait-" the lady tapped his shoulder. "Is she okay?"
"No, now move so I can get her inside"
He looked at her, and the lady signaled for him to back away. I kicked the door closed and ran inside the hospital. I know they gone follow me inside or search my car. They're the least of my worries right now.
*****
I have been sitting inside the lobby for about 15 minutes waiting to hear from the doctor. The lady officer let me be. After I told the doctor what happened, she just asked a few basic questions. I lied since I just shot Yasir in her place and Siah them probably there. Speaking of, he probably who been calling me from Ayariah's phone. This the third time my phone rung.
Yariii😮💨💕
Calling...
Yariii😮💨💕
Connecting...
"Yo," I spoke putting my phone to my face.
"Where the fuck you take her?"
"Hospital dumb ass" I hung up. "The fuck else ima take her"
Yariii😮💨💕
Calling...
Yariii😮💨💕
Connecting...
"Yo, what the fuck do you want?"
"I let you ass slide the first time, but that shit you just did bout to leave some shit in her crib" he raised his voice.
"She not going back so it don't even matter" I rubbed my chin.
I know they're big on curses and shit, but I was finna get Yari out that little ass two-bedroom apartment anyways. It's decent, but it's not her. She lowkey boujee, so that basic shit doesn't fit her.
"Fuck you mean by that?"
"I'm not letting her stay there" I glanced up at the doctor.
"Ight, fuck the crib. She good?"
"I don't know yet. I'm bout to find out, so I'll call back in a little" I hung up.
The doctor walked towards me, "For Ayariah Jac-"
"She good?" I cut her off.
"She's awake and doing just fine"
"But?" I stood up.
"If you're not aware, she is 10 weeks pregnant and due to her losing consciousness, there may be difficulties in the future. But if you're ready I can take you back to see her"
I rubbed my hand and nodded my head. I was hoping that this shit wouldn't affect my little girl. At least I'm hoping it's a girl. But if there gone be problems during her pregnancy, I gotta keep a close eye on her.
As we reached the room, the doctor stood out the door and smiled at me. I walked into the room to see Yari curled up, crying. The sound of her crying always makes my heart ache. I already don't be knowing what to say when she cry, but now what could I do to make her feel better besides being here for her?
"Ma" I mumbled, touching her waist.
She jumped and turned back to look at me. There's a horrified look on her face as tears streamed down her face. Sitting up, she wrapped her arms around me tightly. Seeing her like this and it's not because of me, makes my blood boil. I held her tight and kissed her head. I'm pretty sure she can feel the heat radiating from my body. My muscles tensed up and I thought about the shit that happened.
If that nigga not already dead, he gone be before the week over with. After tonight, I'm not letting her out of my sight. I'll even pay for her to have security while she's at school or the salon or whatever she gotta do. This shit makes me sick how you could do some shit like that to a woman you claim you want.
It's like we can't catch a break. Every time we take one step forward, we gotta take 10 steps back because outside muhfuckas make their way in to fuck shit up. I just want this girl to be happy and I can barely protect her from those that want to see us fail.
Definitely stepping harder from now on.
