Ignite My Soul

Chapter 21.2 - Fuck My Life

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Make my way through the motions, I try to ignore it

But home's looking farther the closer I get

Don't know why I can't see the end

Is it over yet?

A short leash and a short fuse don't match

They tell me it ain't that bad

Now don't you overreact

So I just hold my breath, don't know why

I can't see the sun, when young should be fun (fun)

And I guess the bad can get better

Gotta be wrong before it's right

Every happy phrase engraved in my mind

And I've always been a go-getter

There's truth in every word I write

But still the growing pains, growing pains

They're keeping me up at night

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Me: "Installations are taking longer than anticipated. I had to skip the picnic. So sleepy"

Khaya: "Askies man... get a red bull"

Me: "Will do when I come through."

Me: "Have you got plans for tomorrow morning?"

Khaya: "Not yet, why?"

Me: "I am considering you sleeping over here."

Khaya: "Where?"

Khaya: "Your place?"

Me: "Yeah"

Khaya: "I have 3 boys I'm babysitting, love..."

Me: "#DeepSigh"

Khaya: "I think we can meet there. Say 19h30?"

Me: "Okay"

Me: "I guess that's safer, just in case I'm tempted to kidnap you."

Khaya: "Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha"

Khaya: "I have a confession."

Me: "I have been anticipating this day, especially after the show."

Me: "I'm horny."

Khaya: "I feel like having raw sex..."

Me: "Raw means?"

5mins later...

Me: "And I'm really waiting for an explanation of raw."

Khaya: "No rubber. I'm too bitch for it, though..."

Me: "Feeling broody much?"

Khaya: "Lol"

Khaya: "Not even"

Me: "Aaah, to think raw, would you not have to be broody?"

Khaya: "No, man... I wouldn't cum inside you."

Me: "And that is your only plan of action/guarantee?"

Khaya: "Lol"

Me: "I'm not on any contraceptives, so all I'm highlighting is one of the risks involved."

Khaya: "It's cool."

Khaya: "That's why I'm not going raw."

Me: "So you trust me that much without proof of my status... Just curious?"