Truthfully your's~ [Beefleaf]

°He Xuan°

As Mei Nianqing motioned He Xuan to sit in the chair in front of him all the later could do was open his mouth like a fish and then close it again remembering his manners.
"Name?"
"He Xuan"

After some questions about his birthplace, month, year, date and time Mei Nianqing looked pensively at his crystal orb and then looked at He Xuan and smiled.
"A loop that you have been following for a long time huh? It's worser then that red boys luck"
By Red boy Mei Nianqing was referring to Hua Cheng.

"And?" He Xuan implored
"What do you want to know my boy? I could show you a way to get out of that loop"
"Is that even possible?"
"Do you not trust me or have you made up your mind that you will never be able to get out of this 'loop'?"

That hit home.

"Then tell me how do I get out of this 'loop'?"
Mei Nianqing chuckled as he could still catch the distrust in He Xuan's voice.
"Listen boy, all of us go through the same loop in life wake up, eat, work, eat and sleep and do the same thing again and some people make it their routine and make up their mind that they would never be able to get out of it"
"Hmm" He Xuan replied ushering him to continue

"But some people try to get out of that loop by doing things they would never have thought of doing"
"So I should do something that I haven't done before?"
"Yes... But it is not as easy as it sounds in your case"
"..."
"What makes you repeat this loop something might be common you know in all of your repetitions?"
"I kill him" He Xuan said in a small voice
"Oh then don't kill him this time"
"But that's not possible-!" He Xuan stopped at that and looked at Mei Nianqing his eyes wide.

"You have made up in your mind that you have to kill him every time if it's not you then some external factor forces you, why not resist it this once?"
"And what if it doesn't work?"
"Find me in your next life" Mei Nianqing said as he folded his hands in front of him
"How did you know-"
"You don't have to know about that I have my ways and it's not only you who remembers that boy has been getting flashbacks and he wants to know who 'Ming Yi' is"

He Xuan stood dumbfounded but then didn't tell anything there have been cases in the past when Shi Qingxuan had flashbacks and once when He Xuan had used the alias Ming Yi he soon had come to regret it.

After the encounter with the fortune teller He Xuan looked at Shi Qingxuan differently what if in this life he rebelled and went against anything that could harm Shi Qingxuan would that guarantee and happily ever after for them? Knowing his previous lives it was close to impossible but he was getting tired and he didn't want to kill Shi Qingxuan.

That's when he made the insane decision of accepting his emotions considering Shi Qingxuan? But was that the right thing to do?