Sinful Surrender

Chapter 17

"Yes! Sway it, Ms. CEO!" Agnes shouted while we were on the dancefloor.

We were both holding a bottle of liquor. Masasabi ko nga na may tama na kaming dalawa.

Sumayaw ako nang naayon sa gusto ko. I danced sexily and swayed my waist and butt. While dancing, I smiled bitterly.

College days ko ito huling naranasan. Sobrang dami na palang nagbago. All those years, I've missed a lot. I was clouded with the things back then.

"This is it! I missed this! I missed you, Agnes!" I shouted back.

Sobrang ingay ng bar na halos magsigawan na kaming dalawa. We were also very sweaty and we really looked like a mess. Gulo na ang buhok at puno ng pawis ang mukha.

"I missed you too, Sissy! Sulitin na natin 'to! Minsan nalang 'to! Malapit na akong ikasal, e!"

Minsan na nga lang talaga siguro dahil ikakasal na siya. Agnes was already engaged. Masaya ako sa kanya. Mararanasan niya na rin ang buhay may asawa. I've been there on that situation but that didn't go well.

Tumungga ako ng alak para mawala ang nasa isip ko. Ayoko nang balikan ang lahat. Masakit pa rin pero kinakaya na.

Nagsimula nang umikot ang paningin ko. I was not on my proper sanity anymore, however I could still manage to walk and to think but not that stable. I couldn't walk properly.

"Agnes! Bathroom muna ako!" paalam ko kay Agnes.

Tumango lang ito at langong-lango na.

Umalis na ako sa dancefloor at pumunta na sa CR. There were boys trying to hit me but I declined them right away. Nababangga pa ako ng kung sino-sino.

When I arrived at the comfort room, I saw a lot of pairs making out.

Natawa ako na kumuha sa atensyon nila.

"Tuloy niyo lang 'yan... Don't mind me..." I drunkily said.

May iba talaga na hindi na paawat dahil kung saan-saan na nakakarating ang mga kamay. Iyong iba ay nakikita na ang mga hindi dapat makita.

"Oh shocks... I miss that." biglaang komento ko. Bigla nalang iyon lumabas sa bibig ko.

Pero wala na akong pakialam. Wala na ako sa tamang pag-iisip.

After using the bathroom, I went back to where Agnes was. While on my way there, with my blurry vision, I saw a guy walking drunkily towards me.

Bigla niya nalang akong binangga. Then my vision went black.

"My poor little baby..." 

That was the last thing I heard before I lost my sanity.

But one thing I am sure of is... I didn't hit myself on the floor because an arm caught me... an arm where I feel safe...

Kinaumagahan, nagising nalang ako dahil sa tindi ng sikat ng araw na nanggagaling sa bintana.

My head was breaking! Damn... Hangover.

I picked up my phone on the bedside table. When I opened it, my eyes dilated.

There was 44 missed calls and 32 messages from Claudia!

"Miss Alfanta, where are you na po? Reminder that you have a meeting with our biggest investor at 10:00 am."

Iyan ang laman ng mensahe ni Claudia.

Pagtingin ko sa oras, muntik na akong mahulog sa kama nang makitang malapit ng mag-alas dose!

Dali-dali akong tumayo sa kama kahit na nahihilo pa ako at halos mabiyak na ang ulo ko.