Faded a s.w. Fan fic

Chapter 13/25

*a few weeks later*
Sam's always at parties now getting high and drunk. which leaves me to be the responsible one. he really needs to stop. he has a problem. "Sammy can we talk please." I begged Sam since he wouldn't. "fine" he finally gave in. We both say on the couch as he pulled out a blunt. "Sam put it away." I said making my smile into a frown. "ok?" He questioned me but obeyed. "Sam you have a problem." I explained tearing up. "I hate seeing you high and drunk all the time." I explained more. "Are you calling me an addict?" He asked. "I mean I guess but I just want you to get some help." I answered. he pushed me down on the bed and began kissing down my neck sure to leave marks. I was a moaning mess. "stop please" I asked. "ok?" He questioned again. he sat up and looked at me in concern.

*skip 2years*
"Babe I'm leaving" Sam yelled.
"Ok!" I said he's gotten help and hasn't been smoking he's been clean for 2 years now. it's his first party in 2 years so I guess we'll see how it goes. I've been sitting here since Sam left its been 5 hours. I heard the front door open and slam shut I guess Sam's home. I saw the look on his face his eyes were bloodshot and he was tearing up.
"Baby I can explain" he said now crying. I ran my hand through my hair and sat next to him on the couch. "ok begin" I said. "I did it again in so, so sorry I don't know what I was thinking I wasn't expecting to go there and smoke I'm so sorry baby." he pleaded and I saw him sobbing. I've never seen him like this. "I don't want you to leave me, in working on it I promise." he explained. "you aren't Sam, just no parties for a while ok?" I asked. He smiled and wiped his tears away. "thank god" he said with relief. I started laughing at how cute he was being. "I love you" I said laying my head on his chest. "I love you a lot more baby girl." he said. I kissed his cheek and fell asleep.