I hear some quiet noises around me that wake me up softly, suddenly being tucked inside of a blanket.
I open my eyes slowly and lift myself up, to sit up on the bed
"Did I wake you up?" Max asks me as he notices that im awake now
"No it's all good, I wasn't even tired I just passed out because I had nothing to do" I tell him with a sleepy smile
I finally look closely at him, hes wearing a slim black shirt that makes his arms pop and some short jeans, showing some of his thighs, his hair a bit messy, assuming because he took if his cap
"Im sorry the Interview took longer then Expected" he says running his hands through his hair
"Its okay, I already survived the worst moment off this year just now, Im fine with a bit of waiting"
"Worst moment? What happened?" He asks confused
"I was in an elevator with Lando, Arthur and Theo" I tell him and his eyes widen "yeah exactly... I also think Arthur knows about us..." I tell him
"Oh god" he says worried
"Listen I can talk to him about it, you don't need to feel forced to do anything... like punch him again" I say
"He had it coming, he didnt let you go" Max says serious, so protective over me
"Hey, Im not judging you. It was kind of hot" I chuckle, Maxs eyes widen
"Is that so?" He chuckles unable to hold back a smile after my comment
"Also I don't think he will say anything, if he does I will file a complaint that he didn't want to let me go, easy as as that" I say confident and finally make it out of bed
"How was the debrief?" I ask Max, rubbing my eyes as I approach him
"Same old, nothing really new obviously" he says "what about Music? You working on anything good recently?" He asks
"My album drops tomorrow so im just sitting ducks till that is out of the way" I respond and wrap my arms around his neck "you did great out there today" I say looking into his eyes and he starts blushing at the compliment
"Thank you, it truly means a lot" he says, placing his hands on both sides of my waist "I honestly never felt this lucky" he adds before kissing my neck
"We really shouldn't be doing this right now" I say as my breathing gets heavier "Lando said there's a party later and wanted us to be there" I add, trying to move away from the attention of his lips but it feels so good
"I'm sure Lando will survive if we arrive a bit late" he quickly says pausing his kisses
"I know... but we should slow it down a bit, I went to fast with Theo and Arthur and I want this to be right between us" I say and fully pull away. that was a sentence I will regret saying for a time, as if resisting him without dating him wasnt already hard enough I had to make it more difficult
"Oh yeah, I understand" Max says while blushing
"Thank you Max" I smile and press my lips against his'
"I should go to my room, grab a change of clothes to wear to the party" I say after the kiss, smiling like a dumbass
"I still got your clothes from the other day, the ones you poured wine on" Max says and opens up his suitcase, like he planned it out
"Oh... yeah those will also work" I chuckle as he hands them to me "so far to that cant happen again" I chuckle at the irony since it will become the scenario I described we shouldn't be in
"We'll, the circumstances have changed... so can you blame us?" He says and winks at me
"No, but we should still take it slow" I say and walk into the bathroom to get changed and fix my hair in the mirror after sleeping
I walk out adjusting my shirt as I see Max standing in his underwear and I quickly turn around eventho my eyes crave to take a good look
"You could've told me you were changing" I say embarrassed that I walked into him and I just hear him chuckle
"You're overreacting, I still have underwear on, theres more revealing pictures of me on the internet" he laughs
"Listen, taking slow also includes also the amount of clothes we are wearing while its just the two of us" I say fighting the urge to turn around
"Alright" he responds and hear him walk closer towards me, before I feel his hands on my shoulders "you need to loosen up" he says and I turn around to face him, his buttoned up completely open, showing his chest and stomach which my eyes cant stay away from
"I'm trying, but with 2 exes around and lots of cameras following us its not that easy" I say and he lifts my face up with a finger, forcing me to look into his eyes
"You'll get used to it... just think about the amount of kisses you will get once we're back in the hotel" he says and connects our lips softly, taking away all my worries in just a second and a smile appears on my face
"I love you Max" Escapes my mouth which takes him by surprise
"I... oh..." he says unsure how to react, since I kept making excuses when it slipped out
"I mean it this time, I tried denying it but I can't anymore... You are the muse for my music, you take away all my worries and you always supported me eventho I kept trying to push you away. I am in love with you Max Verstappen" I tell him and place my hands on the side of his face "are you gonna say something?" I worry
"Im in love with you too Dyl" He says and connects our lips again, with more passion and heat
"We ehm... probably should get going" I laugh with joy after that intense kiss which still makes my heart race
"We should yes" he says and kisses my cheek as I was about to turn to grab my shoes...
