Breaking up isn't always the solution
Tearing it all up isn't always the case
But it has always been it
I guess I'm getting used to it
Staying up late at night while you're asleep
Waiting for your text messages when I shouldn't be
And suddenly I feel like I don't need you anymore
I'm enough, alone and wide me with me
I always through I wasn't enough to be loved
But I was, I was enough for me and me alone
You couldn't handle me and I thought you did
And my stubbornness made me believe you did
If you are happy and then I'm too
And my thoughts didn't matter as long as yours are ok
I have strict parents with sweet and kind with time they trusted me
And I couldn't believe I broke it cause of you
You, who loved me yes.
Valued me, yes but I couldn't see the sincerity
Is it me blind or did you really not show anything at all?
I saw tears in your eyes for me
But were they meant to manipulate me or love me
You manipulated me into believing you loved me
But you didn't I don't know if you did even if you did I didn't felt anything at all
I refused to believe you anymore
You made me feel drained all the time
And the energy that flowed inside of me
Are all drained and wasted over you
Who didn't deserved anything at all
YOU ARE READING
Words She Kept Under My Pillow
PoetryI looked at the butterflies surrounding my body They floated in air and smiled and decorated my skin with their wings They took flight with me in their arms I know its too unrealistic to be true They feared that fire might englobe me whole and ta...
