I can't help myself but be compared
I bet she is more worried about you then I am
Its always her more and me less
She cares for you and even loves you more than me but you still choice me
I do not get it why
Is it because you love me and not her? Is it because she is just a friend and I am something more than a friend?
Did you ever considered her as more than a friend?
I feel jealous at the way she looks at you
I don't like her to be honest but can't bring myself to hate her cause she loves someone who loves me
And what if she really did pushed you towards me but I feel guilty at the single thought of it
How much did she loved you that she is ready for me to be with you
Are you even worth the sacrifices she makes?
I promise I won't ever forget you, you have never been a competitor to me
It's me who constantly compared you with me not knowing you couldn't reach me nor I could reach you
You are something different but magical and kind at the same time
I wished we never meet so I hadn't felt this guilt and sorrow anymore
I wish I hated you so that I didn't had to force myself to hate you instead
But do you hate me? I want you to
You should hate me
I am glad if you do, I stole something precious to you
I hope you never forgive me the way I can never forget you.
YOU ARE READING
Words She Kept Under My Pillow
PoetryI looked at the butterflies surrounding my body They floated in air and smiled and decorated my skin with their wings They took flight with me in their arms I know its too unrealistic to be true They feared that fire might englobe me whole and ta...
